1 i transmigated?

i was born from a middle class family we are not rich nor poor and since i was young i was always called a genious i won many contest and awards from painting, spoken poetry, debates, spelling bee, math, chess and many more it just one thing is that

"your really are amazing you know if only you were born healthy"

that's right i was always sick and bedridden i never once managed to attend one month straight as with just a speck of dust or a change of weather i already get a fever

"i won again" i said with a grin

my little sister quickly let out a grumble, "wa! really and i thought i can finally beat you this time"

"your still a hundred years away" i replied ruffling her hair

"no! my hair i work so hard on them" she protested but still lean into my touch

i was about to speak but then her alarm rang, "oh times up you should hurry up or you miss your flight can't let a perfectly paid scholarship go to waste" i said

swiping down in her phone she then grab her luggage and start to leave the medical ward i was on before she completely left the two of us exchange goodbyes as i continue to waved my hands towards her an iv can be seen connected to my right hand and soon i was alone again

constant beeping of machines can be heard around me and the smell of alcohol lingered around the white hall

"let's see which chapter am i on again?" i mumbled to myself picking up the book i was reading again

flipping to the pages and reading every lines my mind crafted another world

soon the loneliness and bitterness left me as i was completely mesmirized by the book and soon with a bitter smile i closed the book in my hands, "all done" i said stretching my neck

"how nice it must be to transmigate into a novel? if i got turn into a mob then i go around with the protagonist fighting monsters and saving the world and then if i turn the villain thrn i could just ran away into a far away land with my money or even try to change my image too"

looking around the room i was in again the lonely feeling came back again

"they never visit me anymore"

its been 3 months since the doctor gave me a life expectancy of 2 to 4 months afraid of this my parents who didn't want me to die put me in this hospital

as long as i remember i was always left alone at the hospital after all hospitals cause a leg and a half just to be in for a day and to make ends meet my parents work hard

my parents try so hard to lengthen my life and soon they no longer view it as their love but a burden instead especially when my little sister was born

she was also born talented with a perfectly healthy body because of that my parents, friends and everyone i ever knew turn towards her

i never really gotten any friends after all i'm always away and unable to do normal things i never experience the highschool life or even a proper childhood and even if i did mske friends with my ward neighbors it doesn't last

long

as i continue to think i notice my eyesgrew heavy as time continued

"haa..i don't wanna sleep" i resisted the urge afraid that next day i might no longer be...

the hospital lights then went off it was the time for sleeping hours for all the patients so the nurses now was doing rounds and checking everything turning off some lights and only leaving one dim night light

"you should sleep now" a tall figure said behind the room door because the lights are now switch off the light was limited for me to

see

he must be the nurse how weird unless it was an emergency or changing of iv bags nurses dont really check up on things they even sometimes inject me with random things like vitamins just to raise the bills

noticing i was still half awake he then entered the room the soft clacking of his boots? and the white tiles echoed as he approach me

"please sleep" he said in a sad tone?

he apprach me closer this time now his features can be scene my eyes widen as i notice he was a large men in a dark hood

is he the reaper?

ah really?

its my time...

tears trickled down my cheeks as i gave in and fall into deep sleep

...

cold...

why is it cold...

my body shivered as the cold was suck into my skin, "holy fuck just why?"

i hug myself trying to warm my small body agains't the snow storm my stomach grumbled and ache from hunger

"it's already bad enough i got transmigated as the villain but to think i transmigated after the story's timeline..

the dreams of having a medieval life was thrown away as i sneeze after a snowflake went into my nose

"and some kids likes to go back in medieval ages.. i guess they read too many books huh they only know the good parts" i mumbled to myself as i remembered how childish i was wishing to live in this era once

my continues ramble to myself then halt when i saw the church door wide open and lights was clearly visible

grabbing my wooden bowl i then line up with the rest of the beggars like me thats's right i have possesed the body of a beggar