843 Chapter 846 still wanted to persevere

Zhao Siqing smiled gently and said gently, "it's been so long and you still remember. "

Lu Qian didn't say anything Zhao Siqing said again, "when I was young, I thought that everyone who entered the amusement park would be happy. But when I grew up, I understood that everyone has their own troubles. "In this world, there has never been a truly carefree person. "

Lu Qian was silent for a moment and said gently, "but it's good to have a moment of happiness. "

Hearing that, Zhao Siqing didn't say anything more and looked into the distance in a daze.

Lu Qian turned his head to look at her. It happened to be the time when the fireworks were blooming in the amusement park. Thousands of lights and flames shot up into the sky like a galaxy. They were so dazzling that it was breathtaking. Large fireworks exploded in the night sky.

The people in the park were cheering and jumping. Everyone seemed to be partying with the fireworks.

The light and shadows reflected the woman's face, making her face somewhat transparent. Although there was a scar on her face at the moment, it didn't diminish her beauty in the slightest.

Her pair of clear eyes reflected the stars in the sky, cold and gentle like a fairy in the sky.

Lu Qian said softly, "you're not happy. "

Zhao Siqing was silent for a few seconds and said softly, "I just feel like a jinx, from the moment I was born until now. "

She had always thought that she was very strong, and there was nothing that she could not bear.

But now she understood that no matter how strong a person was, they could not watch helplessly as their loved ones and friends who cared about them and loved them died because of you.

It seemed that from the moment she was born, her identity had been changed, resulting in the tragedy of the Gu mother and daughter turning against each other.

When she grew up, she seemed to have become a burden.

Zhao Xingan did not want to take her along because he wanted to marry someone else. She had been a burden to Yang Jingqiu all these years and could not get married again.

Later, when she went to school, Xiaoxi bore the pain that she should not have, and even committed suicide because of it.

Now, Huo Jingchen had been injured several times because of her, and Yanran's life was unknown because she had saved her.

If she wasn't a jinx, then what was she?

Perhaps the Taoist priest was right. She should have been troubled, but why must she implicate others.

Lu Qian looked at her and said gently, "you know that this is not your fault. "

Zhao Siqing didn't say anything. She didn't know what to say.

Since she knew that this was not her fault, she still couldn't help but blame herself and feel sad.

"You can't stay indoors forever, and you can't protect yourself forever. As long as you live in this world, you will inevitably be hurt. " Lu Qian paused He said softly, "you have to understand that there are so many people who are willing to sacrifice themselves for you precisely because you are worth it, because you are good enough. "

Zhao Siqing was a little absent-minded. She looked at Lu Qian and smiled. "If one day you don't want to be a singer, you can actually consider switching to a psychiatrist. "

Lu Qian smiled and asked her softly, "will it be tiring to carry too much paranoia and heavy emotions? "

Knowing that he was referring to Huo Jingchen, Zhao Siqing was silent for a few seconds before she said softly, "a little. "

Sometimes, she would feel heavy and suffocated with such strong and desperate feelings, which made her unable to repay him. Therefore, sometimes, she would feel tired.

"would you want to separate from him? " Lu Qian continued to ask.

Zhao Siqing shook her head and said softly, "No. Although such a deep and stubborn love would feel heavy, and sometimes, it would make me feel uneasy and afraid, but that person is him, so I still want to persevere. "