192 Chapter 191, "I'm sorry. "

Zhao Siqing looked at Lin Yutong and said softly, "when Xiaoxi committed suicide, I kept thinking that if it wasn't for me, she wouldn't have died. If I could take her to see a psychiatrist, she wouldn't have committed suicide. So later, I chose psychology as my major in university. "

Lin Yutong opened her mouth and said slowly, "I'm sorry... i... I didn't know that you... "

She didn't know what she had experienced, nor did she know what Gu Xiaoxi had experienced.

But she knew that it was definitely not a good experience to be able to force a girl into a corner.

Zhao Siqing sighed softly and looked at her gently, "so you see, sometimes being beautiful is actually not a good thing. "

Lin Yutong was silent, not knowing how to respond.

Zhao Siqing continued, "after I learned psychology, I thought that I could finally avoid a tragedy like Xiaoxi's. But it was not until Chu Yue committed suicide that I realized that sometimes, no matter how hard you try, there are still some things that you can not do. "

Lin Yutong turned to look at her. The resentment that had accumulated in her heart all these years was gradually dispelled by her gentle voice.

She had always been jealous of Zhao Siqing, jealous of all the beauty in her, jealous of her beauty, gentleness, kindness, and also jealous of her talent, wisdom, and tolerance.

"But no matter what the fate of others is, we have to keep our spirits up and continue to live our lives, no matter how difficult it is, " Zhao Siqing said softly.

Lin Yutong was silent for a while, and her voice was a little hoarse. "Chu Yue... two months before Chu Yue died, I saw her being kissed by a man. Although she smiled and pandered to him, I could tell that she was unwilling. "

Later, she could not help but run to Chu Yue, using this as a threat to get Chu Yue to fire Zhao Siqing and replace her as her psychiatrist.

Chu Yue refused, so she threatened to expose what she saw that night.

"You can't even compare to a strand of Qing Qing's hair, get out of here! I will never hire someone like you as a psychiatrist! " Chu Yue said angrily.

She was particularly unwilling and said anxiously, "aren't you afraid that I will expose the matter? "

Chu Yue laughed at that time, "if you want to go, then go. The sooner the better, it's best to announce it to the world! "

"You! Alright, then I'll go to the media. I want to see if you're still so glorious when the pure and innocent girl in everyone's eyes turns into a lustful woman! "

She was furious at the time, but in fact, her phone had run out of battery that night and she did not have time to take photos, so there was no so-called evidence.

She was just too anxious to win against Zhao Siqing. She thought that Zhao Siqing's rapid rise to fame was only because many celebrities and dignitaries had invited her to be a doctor, so she could not wait to snatch Chu Yue over.

But she didn't expect.. She didn't expect Chu Yue to commit suicide later on... ...

Lin Yutong held her forehead with both hands She said in some pain, "actually, I've always been unwilling to admit it, unwilling to face it. I'm afraid that my words that day would become the last straw to crush Chu Yue. I'm afraid that I'll also become the murderer who caused her to commit suicide.. "I don't dare to admit it, but I'm even more afraid to admit it. That's why I can't wait to push the blame onto you. "

She told herself again and again that it was Zhao Siqing's incompetence that caused Chu Yue to commit suicide.

She wanted to prove to everyone again and again that it was Zhao Siqing's fault that caused Chu Yue's death.

But deep down in her heart, she had never been at peace.

Every time she recalled the threat she made to Chu Yue that day, she found it difficult to fall asleep and felt extremely regretful.

She really did not know.. That her illness would be so severe that she would commit suicide... ...