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sigh
what lonely life she lived, she never had a companion and a loved one so she sought it in the wrong person. trusting the enemy and opening her heart to them what a deadly thing she did.
at least I used to have a good family and people who cared for me they didn't last but I had them
sigh …
in my last life, I used to be a medical practitioner I was this close in finishing my doctorate, but the war affected everyone and left no one I had to leave everything it wasn't safe anymore
there's no one to bring with me so I traveled the world, I went to look for the next new thing for me
I wanted my life to have a meaning so
I decided to do all kinds of activities trying to search for my purpose, it was definitely a difficult and painful journey.
but soon I got bored, and adventure in the wild seemed like a good idea for some reason until calamities start to follow me where ever I go
didn't stay even one day in that village and I found my self here.
I lived my life but
I wanted to start a family and had children
I died in a car accident at the age of 36.
now that I am in this kind of situation, maybe it isn't as bad as I think of it.
come on now when did situations ever effect me I won't weaken I will do my best to live in this world and I will definitely find happiness.
from the body memories, this place isn't earth it doesn't resemble it at all no matter how I look through the memories!
this planet is like a time loop of every single century and time existed in the universe
this world is a dog eat dog kind of world!
it's full of savagery
here strength decides everything for everyone!.
but there are exceptions as empires and kingdoms started to rise laws have been represented into the lives of people.
human civilization started to rise they build walls around each kingdom to protect them from the endless danger of the outside land.
now that I am in this situation what should I do?
leaving this place and wander outside is definitely what I want to do but I need to recover my strength first just when she was thinking, someone, comes to her running out of breath she said
"first miss what happened, why did you jump into the river? she said she was wearing what appears to be traditional Chinese clothes … she was small for a person and fair looking.
this place should be similar to ancient China but not exactly the same I guess
the maid's name is si chu she was given to her by the fifth prince, the previous owner of this body never had maids so she didn't know how to behave or order her, she respected her it caused a reverse in power the maid became the miss and miss became the maid.
sigh.
what a place full of disgusting people this si chu she was the one who instigated Feng mean to take her own life ….really angry, and now she is pretending to be a good maid
I have a lot of work to do first take back everything that belongs to Feng Mian, then fix this damn body why it's so weak??
after a short while, she responded: "si chu brings the carriage over," Feng man said in a commanding tone that intimidated si chu!
at first, she was surprised and startled then confusion come to her this miss just commanded me !! what is happening to miss
seeing her surrounding she stabilized her emotions, she said: "yes miss right away"
Feng Mian stayed in the same position, fearing worsening any broken bones she didn't want to risk anything before the carriage came.
looking up she saw a chained little boy stealing something from the man in front of him he looks like a nine, ten years old lad chained in the neck, haggard and skinny but his face is too familiar to her!
Suleman's son!
no, it can't be what a striking resemblance between the two, the hair is different though.
from the memories, he should be one of the slaves that been kidnapped from the outside land.
I should take him with me I lack trustworthy people in my side and there is no damage in bringing him with me and plus he looks like Suleman's son.
after a while, so chu came and reported miss the carriage is on her way.
that's good
"how much silver do we have, " Feng Mian asked us chu out of the blue
huh with surprised tone us chu said "40 silver young miss but now 37 cause I have to rent for the carriage as you commanded miss"
40 silver!!
who give the 40 silver and why I didn't know about them I thought that this body was broke!!
"reporting to first miss it's your monthly allowance "so chu was going to keep the matter of the silver secret when she noticed that her miss didn't even know about her allowance, but now this young miss changed somehow there's indifference and hidden maniac in her gaze so deciding otherwise is better I feel I would regret it badly if stayed hidden.
at least I am not broke entirely she thought.
then she said pointing a finger to a direction
"go to that slave trader over there ask him how much is the boy who has a red hear and bye him fast before the boy runs away! "
and where is the carriage?
and go ask for a doctor to come to check me out.
and su chu if you don't do exactly what I said " with a look, you will die
after a few seconds, she waved her hand in a sign of go now.
shit now, even talking is difficult (T＿T).
"yes miss, "
su chu was afraid and confused
she knows that there is a big personality change in her young miss, in the past, she would never threaten me.
she treated me like I am the miss with respect this very morning!
but now I feel intimidated and fearful what should I do is she going to kill me (.•́︿•̀.)
I used to really disrespect this miss its a rough world we live in, everybody has there own story I think I should say my reasons to miss.
I know when someone changed I know cause I see it every day.
her miss she changed and for the first time, she wanted to be loyal to her.
if just her young miss knew that everything wrong happened to her was because of the fifth prince her dear fiance! even me wronging her was a direct order from him sigh.
let's just be safe it's no good to act like a villain her young miss got her head right she starts to think straight maybe there is God after all.
su chu stabilized her emotions and went
