1 [ chapter one ]

'Is there really any value in living?'

'Is there a way to escape?'

'Can I trust someone again?'

'Will I wake up and not remember any of this?'

I ask myself while I try to close my eyes, my surroundings fading, turning grey, the sounds become distant, sirens surround me. I feel myself drowning in the sea, but I'm far too deep to swim back up, I hear voices of my friends and family until I don't, my eyes now closed as I see black.

'We won, we got Lman- back.' I heard someone say, sounds like father but he's dead isn't he?

I feel something touch my hand, it's soft, it's warm, it feels like home, it feels like wool. I open my eyes to see a classroom, I see Sasuke, He- He is not real.

'Where am I?' I ask curiously as the raven hair boy turns around.

'Dont be stupid, we just finished class.' He said quietly

'Which class?' I ask to only receive a cold stare

'Your being weird, meet me at the roof. Our team is waiting' He responded coldly, walking out of the room.

I, who is still confused, decided to follow him. I walked behind him,following his footsteps to the wooden door. I place my foot out of the classroom and I fall again, this time it's blank, it's a dark void, I see white but it's fading. I see a door, a spruce door, the black-brown colors which are supposed to be dark, are painted so bright. I open the door and walk through to see a set of stairs going up. I follow the stairs up as there is no where else to go, I walk up slowly, admiring the darkness the falls over me, the silent creaks of the wood as I place the weight of my feet on it, I reach to top of the stairs to find a station, A train station in particular. I take a seat as I wait for the train to come. After about twenty minutes, I saw light coming my way from the right side of the tunnel.

'I think that's mine' I say to myself

The train comes and stops, I walk in. Darkness, just darkness inside the train.

I feel the train jerk and start moving, so I take a seat. I close my eyes to take a small nap.

After around 26 minutes, I wake up to see a glimpse of light, hitting my eyes. My dark views turn into red then yellow, which lead me to wake up. I woke up to see a green, green land full of grass, tall grass but not too tall, tall enough to walk around without getting lost, beyond the tall grass was a flower field, where I saw two people walking around and playing there. A small chuckle broke into my oncoming smile as I turned away and looked at the door, where I suppose is the next compartment.

"I can't help but repeat myself-"

"No it's not your fault"

"Still lately-"

You hear this loud in your head as you begin to shake for no reason at all, you look down, closing your eyes, blocking your ears to shut the sound.

"For no reason at all"

" if the roles were reversed"

"Selfish"

You hear them louder this time, you start yelling to avoid the sounds. You tumble around the train, banging your fist against the window begging for the voices to stop.