1 shaken memeory

My name is eric ruffus and it has been 2months since i was involved in an accident the doctors said that i suffered from serious head concision and i have lost all memory involving the people i met till this point and their not sure when i would regain my memories but one they didn't tell me was that ones my old memories return this current me would no longer exist and thought of disappearing is scary.

After being discharged from the hospital my parents took me home and as we got home they tried their best comfort and told me to get some rest,i got into my room and i started to look through my old yearbook to learn things about my self i am a senior in my second year, i was in the art club and my art helped win the gold during the armino studio art competition and the information is just to much to process i just laid in my bed and cried my self to sleep and kept hoping and begging that i would disappear already and be relieved from this torture that was worse than death.