14 THE DREAM

At that time the only thing that comes to my mind was death. I closed my eyes and tears started rolling on my cheeks, after a few minutes i slowly open my eyes and he was still standing pointing his gun to my head.

"I will leave you today but make sure to makes your decision wisely before tomorrow. Because i will not spare you next time". He said while dropping his gun down.

I take a deep breath and hold back my tears, then he ordered his men to take me back to the room were i was confined. And for those that agree to his conditions, they are free and enjoying themselves. I know some of them agree only to live but deep down to their hearts they wanted to go home.

After i was confined i cry silently, inorder not bother them. But as i was crying i fall asleep and i had a terrible dream that almost makes me fainted that day.

In my dream i saw my mother in a white silk gown, standing far from me. She opens her arms calling for me while she was crying, i was also standing but i couldn't move no matter how much i try. Then suddenly a strong storm comes and take her away, and by that time i run while screaming her name to wait for me but she was already gone. I stood there waiting for her to come back but she never comes back. Unfortunately i saw my father coming and i run to him still crying, he hugs me while he was crying too.

" My dear stop crying, and never look for your mother. Because no matter how much we love someone, one day he/she must leave us without coming back. So, stay strong and pray for her to be in a better place". He said and envelope me in a tight hug while he was still crying.

I wake up with screaming but no one comes to know what i was screaming for, then i wipe my tears with back of my hand. And then i move to the edge of the wall, folding my hands around my legs and continue crying silently. I know there is something that happened to my mother.

Throughout a that day i was crying hoping to see my mother, while i was deeply in my thoughts a voice brought me back to my senses.

"It's your food, you have to eat before you dead". A man said to me and leave.

I quickly take the food and started eating it, but there was no water and the food is too spicy. I managed to eat it all and drop the plate on the fool. And continue crying until i fall asleep again.

Immediately after falling asleep i had another dream with my mother. She was holding my hands and smiling at me, then she gives me advice about living in the world and also tells me to be brave and fulfilled all my ambitions. Later she drop my hands and leave while giving me a reassuring smile. After she disappeared i saw a tall man coming to my way, as he was approaching me i notice that he has a two small horns in his head, his eyes were red as volcano and he has a long ears that cover his cheek. I run barefoot on a broken glasses and my feet were bleeding and hurting me. But i have to run inorder to save my life.

Then i heard a voice behind me saying; "There she goes you have to catch her before she run".

I tried to run faster but I gave in and fell to the ground, and before i know i was grabbed by someone. As i turn i saw my father holding me.

" My daughter you have to stop running, everything is over you have to face the reality and stop running!". He said while shouting.

"It is not over, it's the beginning and i have to end it here. You will going to dead here all of you". A woman voice said.

But before i see who is she, she turn back and order her men to carry my father and put him in a wall. I screamed to my lung to spare my father, but she was laughing and her eyes started turning into red and blood tears roll down to her cheeks. It was my mother, tears that are rolling down to my cheek stop and i move slowly and grabbed her hand.

Ummi why are you doing this to Baba? I asked her but he laughed loudly and later look at me.

"You have to live lonely in this world inorder to became strong". She replied and leave me there.

I watched her until she disappeared into a thin air. I wake up and the place was silent, and i couldn't see even my finger because the room was very dark. So, i didn't think too much this time. It was just a dream, yes it was a dream. I said to myself and lie down on the floor and lost into a thought until i fall asleep.

"Wake up! you are still sleeping while you are in mess". A man said.

After i wake up, he dragged me to the field where Arif was standing waiting for me. Immediately after we arrive he ask me.

" Have you decided your mind!".

I just stare at him, without saying a word but unfortunately he slapped me and shout.

"I am asking you and you keep silent, do you want to die now!". He said giving me a horrible gazed which sent chills down to my spine.

As i open my mouth to speak, a man wearing a black dress run and wispher something to his ears. He quickly leave the field while pointing his fingers at me. I gasped and close my eyes. I was lucky i know, i will not die now. I said inside my mind.