Confusing Emotions

Irene's PoV:

This is new, a profound energy to feel at peace in the presence of this man who has scared me until now. I don't feel scared anymore, about anything.

He stared at me with confusion as I wished to reach Granny soon, only if he knew I am not just wishing but I do have my plans to reach her.

Life indeed is beautiful but that will be for those who get a chance to live, my therapist has said me that how a opportunity never knocks our door, but we are supposed to make it.

Well that might be true, but there exists amateurs in this world, who doesn't even know how to live and how the hell are we supposed to create an opportunity for ourselves?

I knew what my fate is, I know how it was and I know how it is going to be. Ending life is not a solution, but I personally feel that's the only option I have. 

Maybe I get to be a star too…