The Void

I would have expected everything after death, that I would go to heaven and live forever in peace, that I would be punished for my sins in hell, or that I would simply cease to exist after death.

But I definitely didn't expect to wake up in a black void with no concept of time and space.

What took a lot of timeb getting used to at the beginning is the fact that I don't have a body and was therefore not sure whether I am floating in a black void or if I am somewere completly different because I can neither see nor feel.

I don't really know how long I've been here, it could have been minutes, months or even years I can't measure it wihout a clock or something similar.

But what I found out relatively quickly is that my memories of my family and friends are slowly disappearing, as well as my memories of the world in which I once lived.

The only reason why I haven't gone crazy yet is that I can still remember the world which I invented for my game in my previous life.

What do I do in all my free time?

Quite simpel, I make up stories about this world, I name all places or beings that I can remember in this World.

But what I don't do is inventing the rules of society for this world, there is a very simple reason for this!

I don't even know anymore what a society is, how am I supposed to create a concept of how one could function.

Back to my current position, I am slowly starting to remember something, something called feelings.

For example a feeling called joy, although I don't know what joy or happiness exactly is, but I do know that it is the opposite of sadness.

I don't really know what to do with this new knowlege, in my current situation it seems to me to be quite useless as far as I can judge it with my limited knowledge from my memorys.

I'll just go back to thinking about this world because I can't do anything about this new knowlege called feelings anyway.

An undefined time later something suddenly starts to change, it's like I'm growing somehow.

It's a strange feeling but it feels just right so I am letting it happen.

A while later I suddenly see something new it's bright and I can't help but move towards it with my new bigger self.