1 First Thoughts!
*Shifting*
"Hm, where am I?
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"You are currently in a womb right now" A voice said out loud.
"AAAAAAH, WHO ARE YOU"
"I am your personal system and you can call me Ive"
"Wait, what is a system and what do you mean I am in a womb and to what specifically is a womb"
"To what a system is, I am a spirit created from your very thoughts , mana, and created by the Creator. And to what a womb is, it is where living things such as yourself form and are born but that only includes mammals, and the womb which is a body part of you (mother) as most beings call who you are born from."
"Wait, but if you say I am in a womb right now, then that means that I'm not born yet?"
"Yes!"
"Then do you know how I got here or why am I here? Didn't I die already? If so, then how do I still have some of my memories."
"This question is complicated and yet even I do not have a full answer. To why you have thoughts and knowledge is because of your body being able to gather the mana around the world helping your brain to develop to which seems to think and be around the age of 16-18 but the rest of your body is unchanged. And this is also how I was created due to your body gathering mana and of your thoughts and brain forming before you are even born."
"Oh, ok"
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Hm, so it seems that I died. But how? Why would anyone want to kill me? It was not like I was someone important. My life after all was just the life of any normal poor citizen. Heck nobody even considers us, the poor citizens.
You see my life started out as far as I could remember is as a orphan. No mother, no father, no sisters and brothers, no uncles or aunts or any family member. They said I was abandonded in a allyway left to die and starve. I was found by some old man that later on brought me to the orphanage. I wish I could have thanked him back then, but never mind that now.
You see, during my time at the orphanage I was bullied a lot because I was the weakest and smallest there. All the kids took whatever they wanted from me. I looked pretty horrible back then. You see, people back then called me a mistake or disformed child. My faces was what you might call not the best condition as a kid.
Whenever people came over to adopt one of us, or one of them as the kids there never considered me as one of them. So when people came to choose one of us, we all got a chance to go into a room and speak with them about ourselves. But I never got a chance to even say my name. One look at me and they were done with talking to me.
I wish at that time I was not the smartest kid around. I could understand many things the others could. I new how to solve things others couldn't. I was a fast learner and thinker. Sooner or later I found out why nobody wanted to talk to me. They thought I was a freak.
There and then I got out of it. I got out of the childessness that every kid has. I got out of it that day and started to see how the world was seeing me as. They saw me as a mistake. Someone that did not belong.
I gave up all my hopes and dreams and my only thought was I needed to get out and find a place were I would call home. A place were people would not see me as they see me now.
But that never happened until I grew of age. When that happened they just threw me out as if I was nothing.
Then I started my new life as a teenager. I was able to find a job. And then as you know what all would say. I bought a house, was able to live and buy food and etc. But it was the life of a poor man. I never wanted anything. The only thing I could do was imagine what I wanted.
And thats as far as I could remember.
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"So who am I in right know?"
"Sorry but even I do not know the answer to this. I can only answer simple base questions and help you develop quicker and get stronger through strength and mana. Also by you getting stronger I'll be able to do more things that the Creator has yet to unlock the access to them, and these skills also can be used by you and even more that I cannot use but only you. Im also only able to see what you are able to see."
"Ok, so you only see what I see."
"Yes"
*Sigh* "Figures, and here I thought I get what is so called the best thing you can get if you reincarnate, a system. But it seems that imagination is impossible as it can get. So system, eh I mean Ive. If I get stronger you and I can use more skills and you get stronger?"
"Yes."
"Ok, but can you tell me, what is mana?"
"Mana is the essence and the force that everything is made out of and has. Creatures of all kinds can use mana but only if they have a core. This helps creatures create or use spells or also you can say as natural elements of everything. With mana you can use these elements and use it to your own ability. But there are cases to which some are gifted or more loved by mana than others, like some are more loved by wind than fire."
"Ok, so how can I use mana?"
"Currently you can't since you are yet to be born and you have to first learn how to cultivate and feel the mana currents. This currently takes humans to be able to use mana at the age of 14 if early, while other beings they can use mana when they are born and are strongly more connected to mana and are more loved by the mana. You can start meditating now but as too when you will be able to use mana, I do not know?"
"Wait so if I start now then I can start using mana earlier than the age of 14? And when you mean that other beings are more loved by mana, do you mean that humans are the worst at using mana."
"To both questions, Yes."
*Sigh*
"Well I guess that sucks but no point of worrying about that. So when can I start doing this so called cultivation thing?"
"You can currently start now but doing so will cause you to go to a deep sleep since your body is currently weak to be able to cultivate while being awake or in a meditative state, and you might take some damage which might be life threatening. I will be currently shutting down myself until you are awake from cultivating. Starting cultivation process in 10"
"9"
"8"
"7"
"Wait WHAT, no what do you mean I'll be asleep and that my life is in danger."
"5"
"4"
"WAIT, STOP I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS.
"3"
"NOOOO"
"2"
"AAAAAHH"
"1"
"0"
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"Host is currently in deep sleep. Shutting down..... Time set to turn on when host awakens."
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