Starting from LOVE

Introduce My name is Letta, more complete is the Letta Anggraini. I was the first child of 3 brothers, my father is now 41 years old, father is a hard worker but sometimes lazy, if dad departs accompanied by a hard word of my mother then will look smoke that goes from the tidal tumble. But, if daddy departs accompanied by the smile and the kiss from my mother , then the two cheeks of the father will look like wearing blush-on and his light shin will look like a 100watt road light. My father works by a private company as a sales and also as a taxi driver at night, father works early and night to get more money to support us all, although I sometimes know if father really think tired and despair but he can still play his role in front of us all. My mother is just a wife who must always obey her husband, in this house mother just get the task of father to arrange the house and raise his children, even though mom often angry to father because the income obtained by father is often insufficient but mom still keeps love my father and always pay attention to all the needs of dad. Honestly sometimes I often intend to leave this house, because I want to see the outside world of this house, I want to help my father and mother in my way I want to be able to work freely without feeling afraid of the rules and also fear of sin because I'm so often against my father and mother.

But, behind all my determination I should have me if I'm still afraid to do it, maybe because I do not want to hurt my father and mother or because I do not know where I'll stay if I really go from this house. If I understand about me again, I am not really including the quiet or also a good person who hangs out with anyone, but I admit if I am including a stupid person in judging someone, because I still do not know which people are careful and where people will intend to be nasty to me. Maybe this is one of my father's views to me, so that all my behavior is still monitored or maybe because my current age is only 19 years old so still do not dare to release me to be able to really live independent. I do not know it does not understand and more not understand what the father and mother think about me. Because for me nowadays I should be able to give the best for both of them as a big girl for having allowed I feel free life in this world. Although it's like that reality I have to walk, I never do it in they mind because if I lived out there i don't know where I can lived out there, for sure I can earn more money from money I canad at this time, because the money I can not only is my salary as sales promotion girl in one of the malls and for me is not enough to help my father and mother, because my money is more just can only use to take my college only and the rest I just gave to Mom. I realize every year the life needs will continue to grow even though dad has worked hard but in terms of needs that must be quite a father will continue to grow, from the tasting house, eat, my second sister and also all our needs will be increasing and more expensive, following the flow and nominal flow that has been set by the government. When viewed from the father family, my Grandpa from my father is not from the poor family because my grandfather from the father lives in the Java and they are so be prominent family there, as well as my mother family's , my grandparents from the mother's family are currently living in the elite area in the area of Jakarta because my grandfather from the mother is the one who get rank in the Army, but I do not understand why my father and mother is very difficult in they life, what the reason for them only place between them both and also their family, actually if looking at all this reality greatly I want to ask my father or mother but I do not dare to ask it, because I'm afraid to make their hearts hurt and I know for sure they have a reason for them to be the lives of them famili.

And if I understand, the life of the father and mothers give me is a most valuable teaching for me, from them both I can see what it is a meaning of a family, because the father's decision and mother to live together is based on intention and also love them both, so they can both stay alive to this day and get 3 children they should learn and bare together. However, sometimes I still do not understand what it is true, whether love can make humans become valuable or love that can drop humans become a valuable human. Because I often see the human it's crazy because of love and forget yourself because of love. Therefore love so many of the meaning of every human being can say about what "love". Just like my father and mother, I never care about their love story so that they can finally foster the household like this, I don't Care when mother often love to share stories about his first meeting with my father, but I never listen to it, maybe I am a child who never puts with anyone except myself, who I know for dad and mother is I am a child who must be buried to parents and should always listen to them, I realize if my father and my mother want to have a better life of them, because every parent will surely expect that to her child.

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