A villain's hope

What lies within the heart of a villain. (I am just your normal everyday villain......at least that's what everyone says. Everyone seems to hate me for what I do because I inflict pain and agony on my opponents as well as enemies. Though they see me to be the wicked one,that is not actually what I see on my side. I rather see myself to be a loner who is just trying to survive from this harsh society with everyone just trying to tear me apart with their own desires. Honestly,I want you to roll with me and decide on who is rather the true villain ......A villain is not actually what you think he is ,until you find out what is on the inside...........)