1 Hi, I'm Willow, a 200years old vampire

I don't feel anything.

I think to my self while looking in the mirror. I don't feel it even though I clearly see that I am covered in blood and wounds.

Why don't I feel it? Pain? Fear? sad? Anything?

All I feel is numb.

In the mirror, I see a girl standing there holding a small knife in her hand.

I want to feel, I think and the girl makes another cut on her naked body.

But not for long, all the cuts are gone and left the blood behind.

I will get a drink then.

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My name is Willow

And I am a 200 years old vamp.

I know a 200 years old vamp is not supposed to be depressed .we are young, everything is new, we should be full of life.

But to be honest, I think the statement above is bullshit. it's like saying kids and teens cant get depress coz they don't have jobs and bills to deal with.

I think while using a wet towel to clean the blood on my body.

And yes, I do cut myself.i have to let it out somehow, you know?

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I am in a club looking for something- I mean someone to drink.

Yes, I am not a good vamp, I pray on the blood of the innocent and my favorite kind is virgin.

I mean I didn't really care who I drink from in the past, all blood is blood. there was no different for me.

But then I watch a funny movie about a bunch of vamps that live in a flat together and one of them was asked why he only drank from the virgin and he said: "would you like it if someone fucks your sandwich?"

Really, That movie changes my life.

I mean I don't only drink from the virgin coz it actually hard to come by. Ps. I don't drink from 15 and under.

Anyway, I'm not looking for a virgin today. I need to relax by drinking, fucking or both.

And if the guy annoys me, I might add Torturing.

I fake drunk-dance in a very shot black dress for a while till a guy approach me.

He is white, tall and kinda hot, so I guess I will take this one home.

He tries to talk to me but I got a bit carried away with the faking thing so I don't answer him. He must think that I'm super wasted coz he starts to touch me all over the place.

Add Torture then.

2 minutes pass and his hand are already in my panty and it also looks like I will be the one taken home.

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I pretend to pass out. He toked me home and then fucked me just like that.

From start till the end, we never have a conversation.

Is this count as ****? I mean I'm willing and I kinda enjoyed it. He actually pretty good in bed.

But if I am a real drunk girl this is properly raping.

So I guess even though I'm not a real victim, he still a real rapist.

Torture, drink and kill then.

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Now you know me a bit so let me tell you more about vamps.

Vamp stands for vampire, of course.

And as you may know, vamp usually drink human blood and afraid of sunlight.

That is true for most vamps.

There are some special cases that are different.

Some can just absorb energy around them directly so they don't have to drink blood to survive, some can walk in daylight and won't burn.

And some event has special abilities that normal vamps don't.

What are normal vamps abilities you ask?

Well, normal vamps are a lot faster and stronger than human and can hypnotize them.

And what are special abilities that normal vamps don't have?

They are various, flying, mind reading, fire controlling or even shapeshifting. you name it we have it.

Those that free from vamps constriction or has some special ability are usually really old or really weird or really old and weird.

What about me? am I special?

The answer is yes. I can walk in daylight and have a powerful telekinesis power. but it's quite a wast since I don't like doing anything in the daytime and don't use my power to do much with anything.

And you want to know how to kill vamps?

...by stabbing us with wood to the hart. Old school, I know but this just how it is.

And this is all I will tell you, for now anyway.