A Transmigrated Oddity

Essex. A transmigrated, corrupted, unstable soul. How will he fare in a world of fantasy, where he receives the unfamiliar love he always wanted, yet faces betrayal at the same time? =========== WARNING!! For those who can't handle gorey things along with mentally corrupted people, read with caution. The mc is insane and has little to no care for others, but he thinks analytically. He does things that benefit him, and those close to him, and quite naively at that. He is stupid and smart, cold and caring, witty yet frightened. I'm going for the most human, inhuman there is. There will be real emotion in this story, as even side characters will have meaning in there words and acts.