1 The Beginning

In Every person's life, there comes a time, a moment or a day or a season and a year that changes his life and hers forever…

I can still remember that special day that we were so in love in a very special way. Years past but still the pain is still in my heart.

I had so many fears back then but because of you those fears has fade away.

That time I was broken, not because of love life but because of my parents. They died when I was young. After that I live with my Aunt at a far place. I never had that kind of life, living in a far place, doing household chores, working in the farm, etc. Yes. back then, I was rich but because of some greedy business partner of my parents, we got bankrupt and here I am now.

On that place I met a young boy who I admired the most, because he can do everything

... almost everything.

It was one night at the playground, I was crying alone in the rain, but suddenly I feel that the rain wasn't falling in me, and when I look up, I saw a boy, whose covering the rain for me.

I asked her why did he do that. And he replied, "You will got sick , you know, life is too short, enjoy life, maybe that problem you carry, has a solution, it's not yet the end, I don't know you and you don't know me, but can you let me be the one to carry your problems?.

I was speechless that time. From that moment on, he never leaves me, he's always by my side, whenever I need her, his always there.

"I was alone not long ago. Without a love to call my own, because I always left behind. I was afraid and thought, The love that I dream about wasn't meant for me. I didn't need anybody else but him. That was what I would tell myself. And I believed that, that was how it would be.

I never had somebody I could lean on. I never had a shoulder I could cry on. And I never had somebody I would think about. I Never had someone I couldn't do without, 'till I found him. 

But not until my high school graduation…

He suddenly disappeared without even saying goodbye.

Two years after that, the pain is still in my heart, I always left behind, no one cares for me, no loves me. And that time I'm afraid to fall in love again, not just for someone but for everyone.

After my graduation, my aunt also died because of a car accident.