8 THIS IS WANT YOU WANT

Nadine leaves for campus early in the morning to avoid Ardham. Her heart was hurt enough by Ardham's words. Nadine sits pensively under a large tree, where she usually relaxes her stress.

"I have to immediately contact marvin, if this really makes your heart satisfied, ok i will fulfill your wish uncle." Nadine said. In her gaze at the campus gate from where he sat, it still looked lonely.

Nadine took her cellphone from her bag. She saw a message from Aunt Anna, immediately opened it and read Aunt Anna message.

"Nadine, where are you? I'm looking for you to have breakfast together."

"Sorry Aunty, i already on campus now, there is an appointment with a friend."

"Oh yes Nad, Marvin also picked you up just now, but immediately left when i said you were not at home."

"Yes, Aunty, it's okay, let me know Marvin later."

"Nadine."

"Yes Aunty Anna?."

"Your uncle was also looking for you earlier."

"Engg.. Aunty Anna, Sorry ... Marvin is here, we continue again."

Nadine ends her conversation with Aunt Anna. Her heart beat increased again when Aunt Anna called her uncle. Nadine is determined to forget her love, bury her childhood when she is still happy with Ardham.

"Nadiineee." shouted Marvin from far, gasping for breath.

"What's wrong with your breath, Marv,you're like being chased by a ghost." Nadine asked, giving her the mineral water she always brought to campus.

Marvin received it quickly, and at once in his gulp until it was finished. Nadine's eyes bulged with annoyance.

"How come you drink all of it Marv?" Nadine cone a little annoyed.

"I'll replace Nad, I'm sorry. I'm very thirsty." persuaded Marvin.

"Uhh Nad, you will come back from campus to my house, right? My Mom's wants to know you." Marvin continued, glancing at Nadine's face, wanting to know her reaction.

"Your mommy want's to know me?" Nadine chuckled.

"Don't joke Marv."

"Seriously Nad, I'm not kidding. My mom was at home specially today because she wanted to meet you." said Marvin with a serious face.

"No Marv! I will make you feel ashamed" Nadine replied quickly.

"Nadine, why should I be ashamed ... please I'm serious, my mom want's to meet you." Marvin's eyes stared at Nadine with a pleading look.

"Didn't you say that I was your lover Nad? And I seriously want you to be my lover." continued Marvin very seriously.

Nadine returned Marvin's gaze in disbelief.

"Since when did you want me to be your lover?" Nadine asked incredulously.

"Since seeing you cry, since you said that I was your lover. In my heart at that time began to grow courage to decide that I had loved you." Marvin answered honestly, revealing what was in his heart.

"I can't believe this Marv, it's too fast. You must be misunderstanding your feelings." Said Nadine.

"Only time will prove if I really fall in love with you, I will prove it with my attitude and my sincerity to spoil you and protect you." said Marvin earnestly.

Nadine remains silent, her thoughts drifting with her determination to fulfill Ardham's wish, which her uncle wants her to accept, and marry Marvin. Nadine squeezed her hands, hopefully the steps she took were the best for her.

Nadine doesn't want to be hurt and hurt again by Ardham's attitude and words that always hurt her.

"Do you mean what you say, Marv?" Nadine asked again convincing her heart to accept Marvin.

"Yes Nadine, I meant what I say." Marvin looked straight at Nadine's beaded eye.

"But I can't love you yet, Marv." Nadine said honestly, because indeed in her heart there was still no feeling for Marvin.

"I know Nad, I'm going to make you fall in love with me. So you can forget your feelings to your uncle." said Marvin, who knew for sure Nadine's feelings for Ardham.

Nadine is surprised by Marvin's words,

"You ... how do you know if I love Uncle Ardham?" Nadine asked, looking at Marvin intensely.

Marvin let go of his smile, and pinched Nadine's tiny nose.

"You don't need to know, how do I know, what's important now ... give me a chance to be able to prove that I really love you, and also want you to be loved."

"Hmm, okay, I'll come with you later. But what if your mommy not like me?" Nadine asked doubtfully.

"Don't worry, my mom really likes you. Even wants you as daughter-in-law." soft Marvin's voice.

Nadine's heart calms a little after hearing Marvin's words about her Mommy.

Arriving at Marvin's house, Nadine is a little nervous, it turns out that Marvin is the only child of a very rich businessman.

Nadine is a little insecure about that. Nadine realizes that she has no parents anymore. And he also lived in that big house because of his uncle's kindness.

She did not think that Marvin mommy was very young, very beautiful and graceful. Talking with Marvin mommy turns out to make Nadine find a mother figure that she hasn't felt for a long time. Several hours had passed, with a little difficulty Nadine asked permission to go home. Moreover, Aunt Anna send a messages to him several times to come home.

With Marvin accompanied, Nadine returns home and arrives home. Nadine forbids Marvin to return home.

"Don't go home yet, have dinner here." Nadine begged.

"Very well, if that wants the princess. I do everything if it's for you" Marvin flirted with his signature smile.

"Come on, get out of the car quickly." Nadine said.

The two of them walked, jokingly and laughingly entering the house. From time to time, Marvin ruffled Nadine's hair, who was laughing again.

Behind the window of Ardham's study, Ardham could clearly see the intimacy between Nadine and Marvin.

Ardham pressed his chest which felt tight seeing the intimacy.

"Is that how jealousy feels? Why does it hurt so much in the heart." Ardham groaned. Ardham had been looking for Nadine since morning. But Nadine has already left for campus. Today Ardham decided he wanted to open his heart and be honest with Nadine about his feelings. From morning till evening Ardham waited for Nadine's arrival. But with Nadine and Marvin's return, and seeing the intimacy between them both made Ardham's heart shrink back.

"It is fitting for you to have a relationship with a man whose age is equivalent to you my little princess, what does this uncle mean who is only an old man who can only be a lover, will not deserve to be by your side." whispered Ardham's heart. With a broken heart, Ardham tried to bury his feelings and love again.

Ardham wiped a tear from the corner of his eye, then walked out of his study and walked to the dining table that Anna had prepared.

Anna looked at Ardham's slightly pale face. Anna also feels the sadness that Ardham is experiencing at this time, seeing Nadine, the woman he loves, is holding hands with another man with her passionately.

"Ardham, sit down." said Anna who was already sitting in her chair. Nadine and Marvin have sat side by side.

"Aunty An, before we eat ... can I tell you and Uncle something." said Nadine, staring at Anna and Ardham in turn.

"Of course dear, what will you tell us." said Anna giving her a smile.

"Erm, this afternoon after coming home from campus Nadine are invited by Marv to his house, and introduced to Marv mommy's ... Eemm ..." Nadine hesitated to continue her words, but Marvin replied quickly.

"Maybe next month we will get engaged soon Aunty Anna, Uncle." continued Marvin continuing Nadine's words.

Ardham's heart jolted, his heart seemed to stop suddenly, what he heard really made his heart ache.

Anna let out a happy smile, even though her eyes caught a glimpse of a deep wound in Ardham and Nadine's eyes.

"This news really makes us happy Marv, Nadine, most importantly ... remember my message. I can only remind you that if you both love each other, make it official as soon as possible, if not ... don't do it, because the relationship is certain. won't last long. " said Anna still with a smile on her lips. Nadine's heart was pinched by Aunt Ann's words that seemed to have teased her.

"Thanks Aunty for the message, i will speak honestly here, the first is that i has not been able to love Marvin wholeheartedly, but i'm sure that over time with Marv's sincere love i will be able to love Marv, and the second is Ardham's uncle as a substitute for parents. I want to live with Marv, so i will, according to what uncle said. Don't you want me to be happy? And if this is the best for me, i will accept it. Isn't that what you want Uncle Ardham? " Nadine asked, staring into Ardham's eyes.

Ardham's body felt weak, his heart felt sad, Nadine had fulfilled what her said yesterday. When Ardham has decided he wants to confess his love for Nadine. Nadine instead turned around to throw him.

With a tightness in his chest, Ardham returned Nadine's gaze with a very soft and very beautiful smile that Nadine had never seen before.

"Thank goodness Nad, if you obey what i said. This is just my little fairy uncle." Ardham said with a smile holding back his hurt.

"Now continue your meal, I will go out for a while and have an appointment with my friend about work." Ardham continued walking unsteadily to hold back his sadness. His heart has been shattered to pieces.