1 it just "anxiety" .

I feel like Everything is falling apart I never thought of getting depressed or lonely but here am I , I don't wanna continue anymore but rn I'm too pretty to die , anxiety is getting worst no one cares at this point I think if I died my parents would be glad I'm totally dead inside I wanna go out have fun with friends they probably hate me or something I'm losing weight cuz I sleep a lot and many ppl noticed I seriously need to gain weight idk why am I on webnovel writing shit but I personally believe that everything will be fine and good one day I believe in myself I can do it tbh I feel so numb and dead inside I feel no emotions kinda falling apart day by day and no one understands what I am going through but pain is temporary but swag is parmanent .