8 IN COMPARISON

IN COMPARISON_I was stuck with the hurtful words you said and as if saying I didn't mean anything to you would change a thing. Clearly you didn'trealy know me and I could change that. Your teacher asked me to tutor you, she said you were failing her class and I helplessly accepted the request. Once you sat down in the chair in front of me, you didn't smile. You only accepted the way you wanted to live life.Silence consumes you- your body tilting and meeting my intense gaze. And you would ask ,'why are you looking at me this way?'

If I answered you ,I would have been left with pity to feel for myself and so I just shrugged it off…like it was nothing . I would tutor you and feel your cold gaze travel north in this universe to see your heavenly eyes. But I pretended like it was nothing when in fact it was everything to me.