5 I SMILE

I SMILE_Knowing I'm looking at you and you're looking back at me this time. You may have the prettiest smile, but your eyes-they're so enchanting. I hold my books, pretending to be so into silence, when I wish you were here, walking with me. But space, it tortures me. Why were you still looking at me when everyone was staring at you?

You awakened my heart the day I saw you wearing those tight jeans, meanwhile your gaze hid away the little frown they refused to see. You would smile and look away when you caught me staring. And as I walked inthehalway; you stopped me, only to greet me by a lipped smile. I gatheral the courage to look deep in your eyes and try to calm my beating heart. You shyly whisper, making my gaze switch between heaven and a little comfort. You nod towards my hoodie and you looked so closely at me, making the closure seem closer than what my heart recalls. My hand takes a hold of the hoodie but you….. You were holding my heart in the palm of your hand without noticing. As our skins touch –I flinch. Soft as the clouds above us that look like marshmalows , you question and I slowly smile and nod. Your smile once again embraces me as you walk away. I notice how perfectly your lashes blink and I was only wishing: If I was the one you were holding with that killer smile.