4 I FEEL IT

I FEEL IT_I sense the way my hands become shaky around you, my lungs giving out when all I want is to breathe you. Air is forbidden around you and only you. Could you try to read my mind? I would watch you, not like a creep but like a stranger who wants to get to know you. And I would be left speechless. Listening to the soft muse of your voice, delightful moments holding me when your gaze would meet mine. I would look down gulping down the adrenaline that rushed through me. My tongue would be twisted, the struggle would be whether I should ignore your mesmerizing eyes or say 'hie'. Whe it comes to you , do you struggle with the idea of befriending me? Your lips would part, my ears waiting to witness you speaking to me again.I would hallucinate, praying for a single gesture of closure; but that other person was your home; isn't it? A soft smile would trace my lips, making you return it, but have me look away. Those twisted words, would you ever try to take a hold of them?