1 Left Alone

Confidence is a word that means being strong, having a personality, and standing up when someone tries to steal your rights or insulting you. Unfortunately, this characteristic wasn't in me it just wasn't a part of my soul.

People would say then just be confident, but I wish it was that easy. Some people were born with confidence and some were born without it, but they might have help from their loved ones to produce some. Unfortunately, I have no one to help me.

I was five years old when my parents left me when they said they didn't want a freak to be their daughter.

The big question now is why, why did they leave me? What was wrong with me? Well, they said that no one will ever love a girl with white eyes, they said no one is gonna love someone with a disorder

. If no one fell in love with me how are they going to make me get married to some rich guy to get them out of their miserable house?

And know your thinking who would do this to their daughter? How can they just abandon her in an orphanage? Well, we are not the same maybe you got born into a family that loves you and cares about you no matter what happened no matter how ugly you are they will still love you, but I was born in a rough family that hates girls.

Even though they think that we are just born as obstacles to make them fall, they do not know how loving and innocent our hearts could be and how we might be there for them when they need us more than a boy. I know it is 2020 and people are still like that, what can I say life is rough.

My name is Carly, just Carly yeah they didn't even give me their last name. I was insecure about my name as well as my eyes.

I was seventeen went to the library to use the computer and suddenly got fulfilled with happiness when I knew that I got into my dream college, I got into Arnold's University. I got really happy because they gave me a full scholarship to a high-class university that only rich people can get into.

I got really happy I did it, but it was not a time for partying but it was time to make my dream of becoming a therapist and helping other people that might be like me true. Know I started the preparations to go to my dream college.

I went to my room put all my cloth that are just three pairs of pants, a sweater, two T-shirts, a sneaker, and a hoodie in a bag. I knew that I didn't want to come back here. I knew that I wanted to start building a new life to show them who am I, I am Carly.