1 bad day

Hi I'm Alexandra, I'm a 14 year old and I LOVE to sing and listen to music but anyways I am going to tell you a true sad story that happened and is still happening with my life.

*yawns* man I actually slept in for once yes! I sit up and start to brush my hair and put some clothes on but carefully so my brother doesn't see because we live in a RV in a wrecking yard with 3 acres but that's kinda embarrassing to say but sometimes I don't mind telling people. I look at my siblings to see if their already awake I already saw my brother is awake on his phone so then I jumped off my bed and what I mean by (jumped off) is because in the back of the RV me and my sister shared a bunk bed and ofcourse, I was on top because I am the oldest. I looked at my sister and she is awake drawing like she does like practically every day. I go outside to feel the sun on my skin and to get some water, I head to the little house that was on the wrecking yard that was owned by somebody else but he let's us use his bathroom,sink, and refrigerator. I got a water bottle out of the fridge and took three big gulps then I put it down and head to the bathroom so I can do my business. After a few minutes I walk out, grab my water bottle, and head back to the RV, I got to the RV and climbed in bed then grabbed my phone to watch my favorite sssniperwolf. A couple of hours have passed by, I would say it was about 11:00 o'clock then I got up and felt a heat wave go through my entire body then I had a thought (maybe I should go in the canal), yeah, I know, a canal... but that was the only thing we had to swim and cool off in but we would have to go in their without anybody notices because we might get the police called on us or CPS. I asked my sister if she wanted to go in the canal with me because it was getting hot and she said "sure". We start putting our bathing suits on behind a curtain, after a few minutes we were ready so we went to the canal and sat in it very slowly because it can be really really cold. We eventually got used to the water temperature and started to splash eachother like crazy then we started to laugh then went quiet. We were in the canal for like an hour so we both decided to get out and change back into our old clothes. We went in this little cabin that was by our RV and changed their and dry our hair, After that my sister went to see my mom and dad in the other RV that was in the wrecking yard when we moved their but it was already cleaned up and tidy so my dad,mom, and littlest brother/sibling stayed in and slept in while my other brother (dakota that was 12) , and my (sister that was 9), and me stayed and slept in the other RV that we moved with in the wrecking yard. I went back in the RV in my bed and started to watch my favorite youtuber again, after another hour I got bored so then I started to play a video game, it was kinda hard to play games on my phone because it was small and wasn't the best phone but it wasn't my fault that I didn't have a really good high quality phone because well my parents are... broke... but that all changed but that's later in the story anyways I heard voices outside of my window so i peaked through and saw two cars parked out by my window and saw 2 police officers and a CPS worker... I was 13 so it was kinda hard to understand what was going on I also saw my mom talking to the three of them I also see her trying to hide her tears and stay calm. I then immediately tell my brother what I saw and I knew what cps can do and our RV was quite messy but it's not our fault so don't come at me but anyways we started to hurry up and clean the RV but then I hear someone open up the RV and it was my mother with tears running down her cheeks, I was scared but my brother and I kept cleaning but then my mom said "guys, stop cleaning and listen to me" we both stopped and started to listen she said " I don't know who called CPS on us or why they're here and I don't know if they're gonna take you guys away from me but I really love you guys" tears start running down my face but I had hope and stayed strong because I knew that god would help us out. My brother was freaking out but I told him to calm down and cheered him up then I gave him a huge bear hug and he hugged back with all his might. Then the officers came and looked in our RV I was terrified but then they stepped and a huge relief flowed over me... but I shouldn't have been relieved because I then stepped out and saw them talking to my mom and she started to cry more. I felt so so sad and confused at the same time and it was hard then my dad pulled her aside and told her to tell the cps worker that "she doesn't need to take our kids" and that's what my mom did but shouldn't have because it was regretful. The CPS worker looked a little pissed for some reason then the CPS worker talked to the cops then they all started to talk to my parents while I'm hugging all of my siblings crying a little bit but trying not to show so they don't worry or freak out I was also trying to be a good big sister and protect them but I've failed miserably because the CPS worker said to my parents that she is going to take my siblings and I away.