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[I gotta get better at naming chapters.

Again... I don't own anything. ]

So....the massacre happened.

I sigh as I set myself up, removing the hospital sheet.

I'm just an IV attached to my wrist.

Then I flop down again.

I cover my forehead with my arm.

"I called her a whore." I muttered out loud.

Whatever happened she didn't deserve to be called that.

"But she used That thing on me 2 times."

I again muttered out loud.

"Yeah ....I kinda deserved it though."

It's like my two counterparts arguing with each other.

I shut them up.

"I am a mother fucker...."

I would rather just curse myself than sulk about what's already done.

She killed my family and I called her a bitch and whore.

We are even.

I pushed the red button that was on the side. Informing the nurses.

10 minutes later, I'm talking to the Yamanaka and Hokage.

They questioned me about the whole scenario. everything that I experienced.

They told me about the abnormalities in my chakra and asked what it was.

"It was a genjutsu. She called it Tsukoyomi if I recall. "

Hokage visibly flinched at my words.

Yamanka's head covers his mouth.

I guess it is a big deal.

"What did you see in the Jutsu?"

"She made watch my parents and clan get killed over a thousand times....maybe? " I say....with a cough.

"What....Sasuke kun....are you okey?" He asks.

"Yeah I'm okay....but not okay...since I watched it a thousand times. It's like a sad movie you watch and cry for the 1st few times, then later it just becomes rice water."

I muse.

Yamanaka couldn't help but smile at my statement. Hokage seems to be a bit relaxed too. I didn't say that for you to be relaxed. I guess they are making me think they are relaxed but they are not. Not after a boy says that the scene of his parents being killed can be boring. Which did become boring.

"Well....since it didn't work on me as she hoped...she put me under again. And stabbed with a tonto for 72 hours."

Yamanak's jaw falls to the floor, and Hokage has eyes bulge out.

Maybe I shouldn't have said anything about it.

"Did I do something wrong? ", I ask with concern.

Inocihi puts himself together.

"No... Sasuke kun. On the contrary....you are here talking, is a miracle. You did great."

"Yeah...I guess I did humble a legendary genjutsu, huh." I say smugly.

"Yes, you are great. But still, there might be some problems you might face in the future. So we will go through some procedures."

"Huh....are you guys going to experiment on me.?" I ask.

Yamanaka seems to be distressed by my statement.

"It's okay. If it's for the village. It would be very helpful if I could be done with it. And get back home."

I can see the guilt and frustration on their faces at my word home.

At last, Hokage comes forward.

"Sasuke kun. Your whole clan has been killed. By your sister Itachi uchiha. She has been branded a traitor and an S rank missing-nin. Konoha will bring justice to you. "

He says grimly. He didn't deny the experiment though.

What a load of bullshit.

I laugh. The lough confirms Yamanaka's concern about my inevitable psychic problem that he has to fix.

"I don't need justice, hokage sama. She can run and suck whoever dick she wants. Why don't you give me my keys to the house, once your anbu are done swiping MY compound?" I snarl.

I tear away my IV and proceed to leave the room.

None of them stop me. I guess they can't force a clan leader to do anything who recognizes his power.

For now, imma just crash at Naruto's place.

Hokage throws something at me.

I catch. It's my keys.

"Promise to attand yamanaks sessions, Sauke kun." He says with a smile.

I do a deep bow.

"I am deeply sorry for my vulgar words. Hokage same.,"

"It's okay. ....." Hokage muses.

"She IS an enemy of Konoha. Your choice of words was understandable. " He says with a smile.

I flinch but bow nonetheless.

I swear it. I fucking swear it. I thought Hairuzen was the good guy.

God of shinobi and all that he is just another weasel wriggling his body to get what he wants.

Or maybe I'm just looking at things from an angry point of view.

I set off to home. Come to the crossroads. Take a turn and it will be Ichiraku

They stop for a second on the road. Breath.

I can't go. My legs won't work. I don't know how long I was standing there. Or how slow I was walking. But it was almost night when I reached Ichiraku.

"Oi theme. " I see Narruoto calling me from the ramen stand.

I look at him from the side of my eyes.

"Wanna have some ramen?" He asks.

I narrow my eyes. He makes his narrower.

I carefully stride toward him.

"Come on theme. I know what happened I ain't no frick to play pranks on a guy who lost his family 2 days ago?" Naruto shrugs.

I guess he is right.

Oh how right he is.

Maybe it would've been nice if he did pull a prank, instead of reminding me.

Get my mind off of it.

But I don't say it. I just dragged myself to the seat and ordered a ramen.

I look at my wallet.

My allowance. The ryo that mother gave me for the last time.

With a long sigh, I start slurping on ramen.

I see Naruto trying to steal beef off my bowl. I pretend not to notice. But Taichi slaps his hand away." Don't steal from my customer ", he says.

After finishing the meal, I pray.

And I take out the money.

I look at it. Come on man. It's just a bill.

"The carrier is obligated to hand over the if needed," it says in Kanji.

But my hands tremble. Tears threaten to fall.

A hand touches my shoulder.

"Sasuke kun. It's on me today. Why don't you eat to your heart's content.", Iruka sensei says.

Oh yes...Iruaka always treated Naruto to ramen.

I guess....no point in feeling shame.

"Give me your spiciest ramen. Taichi san.! ", I say.

"Coming right up."

I slurped.

It was so goddamn spicy that tears and snot came outta my eyes and nose.

Before I know it... I'm crying like a baby...

Wait for a second... I am a baby.

Iruka pets my head gently.

I hug him.

"Iruuukkkaaa seeenseeei...!!!" I'm screaming at this point.

"My sister killed my dad...ma....ugh...mom.. and ran away....I hate her.....I hate her...so much...." I wale.

For some reason...naruto is crying as well.

Iruka doesn't say anything...

I wipe my snot on his jacket. Iruka frowns at that but doesn't say anything.

I push myself off of Iruka.

"What....ugh...dobe...why ...u crying?"I ask.

"I do know....I don't have parents either." Naruto cries.

I hold his shoulders.

"My sis killed them all, then mind fucked me for hours!!!! "

"What's mind fuck...", naruto asks in confusion.

I stop for a moment. Take a sip of the spicy ramen.

Ah, that hits the spot.

Then I proceed to cry again.

"Genjutsi...ideat. stop crying. You crazy?" I cry.

"You're the one who is crazy. Wanna cry ...go to a bar or something." Naruto cries.

"I'm 6 years old. Ideat."

I calmed down.

Oh my God, I cried at a ramen stall.

I don't see Taichi anywhere.

Has he gone out for a smoke?

Gotta apologize to the man.

"Oi Naruto?"I ask.

"What....wanna cry more? Cry baby? " He snided. Even though he is sniffing himself.

"I'm scared. I can't go back to my house."

"So...what do ya want me to do?", naruto asks.

"Lemme at yar house." I ask .

He narrows his eyes.

I make dog puppy eyes.

"Come on man. They just buried my parents. what if they turn into ghosts and hunt me..come on ....maa....!"

"You sleeping on the floor.", naruto says.

He is looking away.

I slap his back hard. He almost fell off the chair.

"Thank man. I owe ya one."., I grine.

"Ya, you bet. Imma work yar ass off when I become Hokage." He frowns.

"Hai hai....whatever you say...Lord "Unkokage "", I grine.

He goes red from anger.

Tries to smack me. But I dodge.

I laughed.

It hurts. It feels like I will break down and cry again.

But I still feel like laughing.

It's the shinobi world. No way no know for sure if I will be alive the next day.

No point in grieving, no point in pain.

Gotta live.

Gotta go on.