18 Chapter 16

Czar Neil Pattinson POV

Finally, the girl of my dreams came into my arms.

"The first time I saw her it wasn't love at first sight, my love for her formed gradually. Her appearance, her voice, her hair, her eyes, her flawless skin, her luscious pink lips, her humor, the way she looked away and smiled. Gradually it all came clear to me, she was exactly what I was looking for."

Siena is my world, everything starts with her and ends with her. I want my life to be forever like that.

The best night of my life was last night. I will never forget that. It will always and forever will be captured on mind & heart.

I'm waiting for the day when I will propose to her. She will say yes and we get married and live our lives to the best.

I still can't believe the girl who I use to crave is fucking mine now.

The passionate kiss, the long talks, the touch, the smile, damn it blows off my mind.

I'm missing her so fucking much.

I really wish that I take her away and never bring her to this cruel world.

She doesn't deserve the world I live in. she is too good for me, much more than what I deserve but no hell if I will ever let her go. No one, not even her can do anything about it.

She is the fire and I'm the burning moth who will die without knowing the reason.

When Siena entered my life, I changed. Everything around me is a blur when she is around.

I'm this lovesick bug who always wanted to be loved and cared only by her.

Before her, my life was in distress. Always behind criminals killing, revenge, business, drinking, clubbing, and one-night stands, etc.

But now, no regression. Only happiness. If anyone tries to snatch her away from me. The world will be doomed upside down and there will be many consequences.

Coming back to last night's events, the passion I had for her was killing me inside. The beautiful girl who stood in front of me is looking fucking damn sexy in that floral white dress. I wanna rip off that dress and pleasure her and she moaning my name.

The touch, the kisses I was giving her was like a milky way.

Her fluorescent strawberry smell was like a drug to me. It's my new favorite addiction.

Today I couldn't control my hunger. I was this beast who wanted to claim her and do the things I was feeling.

Siena, what are you doing to me?

I gave her what I wanted to do. The kiss, the touch, pleasuring her, her moaning my name. Everything was going fine. until her stupid phone rang and she had to answer the call. After the call, she had to leave me. I felt my inside heated up. After reaching home I had to take a cold shower.

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I headed downstairs to have dinner. Suddenly, Ron came with a red file. He was looking worried and with rage in his eyes.

"Boss, I got more details of Catherine Perez. Here is the file." He passed the file to me.

I replied, "Good job, Ron."

"First, let's have dinner. Then will go to the study room."

"Okay, boss." He replied.

We were having dinner in silence. Ron is in his own world. I don't know what is going on in his mind. He seems worried.

"Ahem! Ron are you alright?"

"Yes, boss, perfectly fine." He replied.

"Ron, don't fool me. I know you well. Spill it." I said.

He took a deep sigh and replied, "Boss, Catherine Sokolov's stage name is Catherine Perez. and she came here to meet her uncle and her cousins.

"Umm, well, we already know who her uncle and cousins."

"Yes, boss, but she can be a danger to Ms. Davies."

"Okay, inform two of our guys to follow her every move and update us immediately if anything is suspicious."

"Crystal, boss."

"Boss, I got one more piece of information about the hacker who tried to steal the data from one of your clubs it is none other than Ivan Sokolov."

"Here are the pictures and other proofs," he said while passing me another file.

"Boss, if you don't mind, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, ask."

"Boss, did you reveal that file to Ms. Davies?"

"No, not yet."

"Boss, if we didn't tell before. Someone will tell her."

"That won't happen, Ron. Because I already kept someone to watch Siena 24/7."

"The person is giving me daily updates on her."

"Okay, boss. But please reveal it to her ASAP."

"Sure, Ron. I will." I replied.

"Anything else?"

"No, boss. I will take my leave." He replied and walked away.

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What am I supposed to do?

How should I reveal that big secret to Siena?

She will hurt herself. I can't see her hurt. She is the only one who I care about the most after my family.

Sometimes I worry that she will get to know from someone or see it from her own eyes.

How can her father not reveal such a big thing to his daughter?

She is so fond of her father. She believes him so much.

What about her brothers? why did they hide such a big thing from her?

I thought that family shares everything. But, here it is another case.

I will reveal it to her myself when the time comes.

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I'm missing Siena so badly. I want her beside me right now.

But I can't have her here at the moment. Just now we started dating. It will take time to trust me. Already she is in love with me and she does care for me.

I need to think of something else to be beside her.

Ummm, think Czar think.

Ah! If Siena cannot come here. I can go to her.

I quickly headed upstairs to my bedroom and changed into a sweatshirt and track pants and got my phone and car keys and walked towards the main door.

I hopped in and drove off to Siena's place.

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I parked my car far from her driveway.

I hopped out and headed to her home.

Before climbing the tree, I saw left and right.

The coast is clear. I mumbled and climbed the tree which connects to her room balcony.

I slowly stepped on the balcony floor and luckily her balcony door is unlocked.

I opened it without any noise.

I entered inside and saw my angel combing her hair in front of the mirror.

I sensually wrapped my arms around her waist. She gasped.

She turned around and called me Czar.

She started asking me questions.

"How do you know my address?"

"How did you come over here?"

"Why are you here?"

"Go, from here. My dad and brothers are downstairs." She replied while trying to push me.

I replied, "hold on babe, take a deep breath."

"Your answer for the first question is I have my sources, babe."

"Your answer to the second question is I came through your balcony door. and It was unlocked."

"Your answer to the third question is I missed you."

She looks so cute when she is angry.

She is one sassy little girl who is mine. Only mine.

"Well, come let's sit. I said while entwining my fingers with hers and moved towards the bed."

We both sat on the edge of the bed with our fingers entwined to each other.

"Umm, Czar don't you have any work?" She asked.

"No," I replied with enthusiasm.

She really does care. I am so in love with her.

"Did you have dinner?"

"No," I replied.

"What about you?"

"No," she replied.

"Okay, let me get some food." She replied while standing up and headed downstairs to the kitchen.

"Okay, don't keep me waiting," I said.

She was blushing and walked ahead.

I was roaming around her bedroom. Her bedroom is full of vibrant and colorful. I really liked her room. When she comes to my home as my wife. I will change our room colors. She will totally love it.

While looking further in her room. My eyes were on some colorful book. It's not a book. It's a photo album.

I touched and opened it. There was a cute picture of my babe.

She looks so chubby and cute with a pretty face.

She is an angel.

God, thanks for sending her into my life.

Suddenly I heard my angel voice, "What the fudge?" She mumbled quietly.

She immediately closed the door behind her and locked it.

She placed the food tray on the small table in front of the couch.

"Czar, give back my album." She said while trying to snatch my album from my hand.

"No, babe. You look so cute." I replied while showing her the picture.

"Czar, please." She requested.

"Okay, on one condition?" I said.

"What is the condition?" She asked.

"I will sleep here with you on the bed," I replied.

"What?"

"Are you nuts?"

"No, she replied."

"Why babe?"

"We should practice sleeping together in the same bed because you will be my future wife," I replied while smirking.

"Czar, No. you will have dinner and go to your home." She ordered.

"Babe, don't try to push me. Otherwise, you have to pay for the consequences." I replied.

"Czar, don't blackmail me." She said.

"I heard you and your brother's conversation. I can shout. He will come and bang your door and ask you to open it. And I will not go from here."

"I will tell him everything."

"Aww, my poor babe lied to her brother," I replied with a fake attitude.

I know what is thinking. She can't win against me.

"Babe, I just wanna cuddle and kiss you. and be in my arms." I said.

She took a deep sigh and replied, "Okay, you can stay. But, you have to leave early in the morning."

"Yes, babe," I said.

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After having a nice dinner with my babe. We climbed on her bed and she rested her head on my bare chest and started tracing her fingers on my bare tattoo chest.

She was thinking something too deeply.

I started calling her.

Still, she didn't respond.

What is she thinking?

I want to ask about her mom. Maybe I can get some information.

"Babe?"

"Babe?"

"Huh?" she snapped and looked at me.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Where is your mom?"

Again she started thinking.

I think I asked her at the wrong time.

I should have not asked her.

Czar, you dumbass.

You won't listen. My inner voice said.

"Czar, can you ask me something else? I'm not comfortable talking about her."

"Babe, sorry, I will not force you. You take as much time as you want to trust me. I will hear from you when you are ready." I said while caressing her hair.

"Thank you for understanding, Czar," she replied.

Fuck, I'm only good for ruining happy moments. It will take time for her to trust me. I have to give her time. If it takes years to trust me. I don't have any problem. As much as she is beside me, love and care for me. I will be more than happy.

She slowly snuggled towards me, her head is in the crook of my neck. I inhaled her scent. Her strawberry scent is intoxicating.

I kissed her forehead while straying her hair behind her ear.

Control Czar control. My inner voice said.

Slowly sleep consumed me with my babe in my arms.