1 Living with Someone Autistic

My whole body is shaking

My whole soul is breaking

My heart is completely shattered

But to you it never mattered

All the love I've given to you

Is forgotten in an instant

Is it really true you want me gone

If not, why so persistent

I know you got things going on in your head

But come on, why you gotta wish I was dead

I said I'm sorry for the things that upset you

Why can't you forgive me when I forgave you

I'm trapped in an endless cycle

Can't stay cause you don't want me to

Can't go cause you need me what a debacle

Whatever I'll just deal with the words in my head

Maybe one day you'll get your wish, and I'll be dead