Reigniting of a flame 2/2 [R18]

A/N: Sorry y'all. This chapter is very late. I was sick for the better part of 4 days, very probably because of covid 19 at that. Still hope you'll like the chapter. Some changes are happening to the DxD plot soon.

Julian began going down on Raynare as he briefly remarked the very unremarkable soapy taste, as well as the musky scent emited by her wet pussy.

However, he quickly noticed that no matter if he confined himself to human abilities standards. He couldn't really lower his inhuman dexterity without consciously being sloppy. Which was dumb and uninteresting

It was then that he realized that there was no point to have sex like a normal human, if he wasn't even one.

Of course, yes. He was way less experienced than the ex fallen angels girls. But technically, he was way out of their lead in physicals attribute. Be it dexterity, endurance, and even perception.

Just providing the maximun amount of pleasure to his partner(s) while enjoying himself is what it all is be about, no?

It was with this in mind that Julian slipped a finger in Raynare's surprisingly tight pussy as he noted that their transformation from fallens to humans was truly akin to a rebirth. Meaning that they were made virgins again because of it. In fact, he could easily see Raynare's hymen from his position.

This all only made him more curious about the entire process of someone changing race.

But he had no time to ponder about all of that as he was in a situation requiring 100% of his attention. And thus, he decided to let himself go.

Literally, because as he grunted and closed his eyes, both forgetting and not caring about warning Raynare. Julian's pushed his waist upward deeper into her mouth and cummed. An orgasm countless times greater than the best he ever had in his past life coursing through his body like waves. Tingling spreading across his skin as colorful dots took away his vision for a few seconds.

Even if it was biologically impossible, it certainly did look like his past unspent 7 years of semen was being shoved into Raynare's throat right this instant.

But even if she wasn't warned at all and the amount of cum she was swallowing was ridiculous, the black haired girl took it like a champ as she didn't even choke once and swallowed it all.

Julian, after his orgasm. Found himself dizzy for a bit as various jumbled thoughts and feelings passed through his head.

'This was... Insane.'

Addicting, even.

And he wanted more.

This was dangerous.

But Julian didn't care. It was the first time since long ago... That he found himself wanting of something new.

If he truly wanted to live. He had to grab on whatever wants he had, and never let them go. If not, then... What would be the point of him persisting to keep on living?

It made him think back to what he deducted from Mikan's words just earlier. That what she meant by enlarging the holes in the box he locked himself in. That it was to give a chance for his feelings to express themselves.

But now. He realized that it wasn't quite right.

Because, In the end, what Mikan meant by her words at that time...

Wasn't it simply to follow whatever his heart yearned for?

As he understood the true meaning behind her message, Julian felt his perspective shift about a lot of things. Making him mysteriously hear something akin to glass shattering from somewhere inside of him.

The next happenings came and went so fast that he wasn't sure if they were real or not. Or if he was just imaginning them. They were a series of disembodied images that briefly flashed through his mind.

First came an indestructible looking box, made from an unknown gray looking material riddled with little holes. Each emiting a very faint light of different colors.

Then came a magnificient, but broken looking staircase. Painted a vibrant orange. It stretched endlessly upward in an infinity of steps and cracks. Everywhere around were liquid looking, pure blue and red pillars snaking and twisting in every possible ways. Reaching toward an invisible ceiling.

And next, was a sort of platform. At the front of it, were disposed in a open circle 7 black, 7 white and 1 gray pedestals. Each of a different height, put in order from shortest to tallest beginning from the entrance of the circle. The top of these pedestals were encased in glass, like they were made to confine the most famous work of a museum. While inside these very cases of glass, normal looking piece of logs were arranged as if their only purpose was to host a fire. But even so, none of them was home to anything more than embers, except for one of the black pedestal. Who was currently hosting a growing purple-pink fire.

The last he saw of that scene was the glass encasing that flame bursting apart as the fire suddenly exploded in strength.

And the last thing he perceived was the reapearance of the gray box again, only this time. The holes were a bit bigger as they were like melted away into widening from the purple light now shining inside all of them.

Coming back from his vision, Julian didn't have the time to ponder on it as he could suddenly perceive faint feminine whispers coming from Raynare and Mittelt. His current, not KO's partners.

And unknown to himself, the red part of of his eyes suddenly changed to become a pinkish purple.

'He's too passive, it would be better if he took the lead...' That was what he heard Raynare 'whisper'.

'Lucky Raynare... I would love to be in her place and have my throat fucked raw like that.'

His eyes flashed as he didn't quite understand what was happening. But nonetheless, he took it in stride as he stood up on the bed with one arm wrapped arround Raynare's back.

Using his other hands to finger her in what he could somehow feel was all the 'right' places. He dexterely made circles around her clit with his tongue as he forcefully thrusted his already recovered dick up her mouth.

Eliticing a surprised and muffled moans from her as she tensed up. His latest roughing up of herself made Raynare rapidly build up an orgasm.

It continued for a few seconds before Julian made the finishing touch as he spanked her loudly. A lasting red palm mark subsequently appearing on her fair ass as Raynare came. Arching her back and having a few spasms passing through her body as she did.

Letting her digesting her orgasm in peace alone on a part the bed. Julian wasn't any worse for wear as he set a now cold gaze on the only girl left standing.

He was only half pretending as he saw Mittelt gulp and shiver a bit under his unfeeling eyes.

He didn't forget how she was the one who spoke of raping him only yesterday.

So, reaching the end of the bed and jumping on the floor. Julian made sign for Mittelt to come closer as he was ready to admonish her 'punishment'.

And come closer she did, until she was seated on the end of the bed. Her hands reaching for Julian's member.

But Julian only shook his head as making her let out a yelp, he took one of her thigh and turned her around on the bed. Making only her upside down head stick out of the bed.

Then, slapping his slick dick against her cheek. He said with a smile that was yet not a smile. "Want some? Then open your mouth. Though I have to warn you, I'm not certain I'll be able to hold back. So?"

Julian had to yet reafirm that these ex fallen angels girl were sluts as Mittelt didn't hesitate to open her mouth wide and present her tongue. Some saliva dripping from the left side as if she was ready to eat her favorite delicacy.

A small, self-satisfied grin found itself on Julian face as he finally had to admit that it was fun being an S.

Accepting his newfound kink with open arms, Julian slided his cock inside her mouth and procceeded to totaly destroy her throat. Much to Mittelt own pleasure. As with him pinching hard on both of her nipples with one hands, and the other around her throat. Mittelt never stopped moanings until she squirted and her eyes almost rolled back inside her head because of Julian cumming deep inside her throat.

Exiting Mittelt's mouth pussy, drools and cum dripped on the floor and tainted her blond hair and face white.

While he wasn't quite entirely spent yet. Julian realized that of the three girls, none of them seemed apt to continue. They probably overestimated or weren't accustomed to their human body yet. That or they underestimated how proficient he was with this sort of things. Something he wasn't sure if he always had, or if it was something that was one of his 'talent' as a Nephalem.

He was pretty sure they failed in whatever their initial goals were. Or maybe they hadn't? Maybe they just wanted to fuck him. They still failed if it was the case.

Anyway, they made him realize a lot of things. Made him go through a great experience. And refreshed him a lot. So there was that.

Julian cleaned up the mess and the girls with his PoD and and tucked them in his own bed.

He didn't bother to pick up all the teared up clothes and just pulverized them.

He took a quick shower and took the opportunity to ponder back upon all of the recent happenings calmly and rationally. Succeeding on putting a certain dampener on all of his irrational negative thoughts and his pessimistic opinion about his own person. Just letting them flow out of him like the drops of water on his skin.

It was after that he put in order what he very recently learned.

That he had to differenciate between what he need and what he want.

It was easy, really.

For his needs.

There was the need for himself to find a purpose. He needed to repay Kass favor's. He needed to become strong, though this was something he wanted to do too.

As for his wants.

There was the desire to find happiness. The want to become better. To fulfill his promises. And to live.

But if there was something outside of it all. Something that came entirely from himself, then it would be that he wanted to explore more of the world they were in and learn new things. There was also plenty of other little things that he picked up unconsciously along the past 17 years.

Finally, there was the strange vision he had just then. Yes the one he got when he came.

There was a chance it was just an hallucination brought by him nutting that hard. But he really doubted it. Not with how he could 'hear' the sexual desire of other after it.

There was very little he could think off that could explain such a phenomena. But there was indeed something.

The ability to perceive his own essence that Kass had supposedly granted him before the world of Re:Zero.

He didn't think back about it because he didn't know how to use it. And he kinda forgot with all the shits happenings.

It was also confusing. Because he was pretty certain that the strange circle he saw from Satella when he was in that living, yet not, state of being after their fight was her essence (chapter You Died in vol 1). But Kass had said that she gave him the ability to see his own only.

Julian shook his head. There was too much unknown variables to find a plausible answer.

Only a towel adorning his waist, Julian took a meditative pose on the floor of his room as he tried to see his essence again.

While he was tempted to just reiterate the same circumstance as last time. He deemed it a little too dangerous without his ownership of an immortal curse bringing him back to life in the case he died.

It was pretty hard to clear his mind as of yet. But he succeeded in the end as he simply searched for the little 2d 'circle' that probably represented his entire existence.

And suprisingly enough, he found it. He couldn't see it physically, but he could with his mind eye.

And even compared to Satella's essence which was a mess in its own right. Making him have the urge to grimace mentally

His little circle was worse. It was like the painting of a child, where paint of every colors was thrown left and right randomly. Or the painting of some famous artist for that matter.

At the very least, it wasn't pretty.

But just as he was trying to find some sort of logic or use in all of that. The mesh of colors before him overlapped with the very recent vision of a box.

Ones riddled with holes, where each one shined with an unique inner glow of a different color.

It seemed he had to dug deeper. Or he had to think in more 'dimensions'.