-PROLOGUE-

"you know i'll dream of you while fighting the urge to not wake up. you understand how exhausted i am, don't you my heart?"

"I'm so exhausted that I can't take it anymore...."

-That's when he took his last breathe in front of his lover's photo.

this story contains:

•gay(boy×boy)

•girl×girl(maybe)

•strong language

•bullying(maybe)

•attempt of rape(maybe)

•smut(maybe?)

•angst

•depression, suicidal attempts, mental illness, anxiety, eating disorders and so on.

if you're uncomfortable with any of these topics, you're free to leave this story.

this is your author (idk what my readers should call me it's my first time). Though they're not my real names,you can call me either boiled potato (lol) or yuri:).