3 Chapter 3

Son, son do you really want to choose the course music and arts?. I stare at my father who's asking me suddenly and I'm still confused.

We were sitting across the table. My memory was still jumble up and I'm having a headache, since It's only been a second has passed after I reincarnated and my head still hurts.

Why are you spacing out my son? I thought you really want to choose the course music and arts?

What kind of situation is this? I remember this scene. So, im being brought back on this scenario.

Father, can we finish this discussion tomorrow? because my head is still hurts and I'm having a headache.

What? Why do you have a headache? Den should drop your act right now. I know you were sleeping and resting the whole day. Don't change the topic we should start discussing your career, since tomorrow I have something important matter to finished and I'm a little bit busy.

Damn! I looked at my father. I'm a little bit pissed, since my head still hurting and I can't think any good logical reasons at the moment, since my mind still a little bit in a mess. Should I say I went back from the past to end this conversation? For that reason maybe he will understand why I'm having a headache?

Naaaah! I think it's better for me not to tell him that I went back from the past. If he hears it, he will think I'm crazy or I made another reason to change our topic again.

Ahhhh! I almost forgot something very important, if the God really granted me a wish. All the current songs in my past life are all gone. So, I can start making and earning some money right now by composing those past songs and shows it on the media. So, what's the use of attending the classes, if I can already make a profit by making those popular songs.

I think this reason is much better than If I told him I went back from the past, since I can't think any good reason right now or if I think too much my headache will worsen.

Ahhm father, I think it's better for me not to go to the college. Hmm Why? Give me a good reason. My father seems so curious cause he can feel I'm so confident when I said that.

From now on, I can earn some money by making and composing a song and then submit it to a recording studio.

Baaamm!

What did you say Den? He shouted then standing while slamming the table. Do you think life is so easy?

I became startled and realize I made a big mistake, right! For 18 years in this life. Starting when I was a child, I kept on composing my own songs, but for all these years I didn't even earn a penny and my family also knows all these years that I don't have talent on it.

You think life was so easy? Even most of the college graduates can't even find a proper job. Do you think a high school graduate like you can survive in this society?

Maybe, you can but you will live in a hard and miserable way. My father became agitated because I told him a nonsense reality and then it gave him more reason to lecture me that he keeps on talking non stop and the he talked all the things he wanted to say.

After he said all the things he wanted to say.

I bowed down to my father and told him. I'm sorry father, I'm on a wrong side. I looked at the table. My confidence a while ago suddenly vanished in a thin air that I can't look in my father's eyes.

My father also realizes something and he talked to me in a different mood.I guess my son you are still a kid.

Go back to your room now. You will be grounded and receive a punishment that you can't leave this house for two days and I will enroll you to the college.

What course would you pick for me father? I looked back at him.

Then he glared back at me. Then the mood suddenly changes back again. I think if I said another word, maybe he will try to eat me as a whole.

Go to your room now. OK father, I answered him back.

Inside the room. While laying atop of my bed. I'm having a dilemma.

Ahhgg! Why did I say that? The only thing I can do for now was to Sigh! And Sighed! Again.

Well, I can't help it since my mind earlier was still messed and now it became worst. I think I should sleep first.

For a couple of hours I woke up.

My mind felt a little bit refresh. My headache was almost gone and I can think properly now.

I stare at the window and I can see outside the house it's a little bit dark, maybe its midnight now.Then I heard a sound coming from my tummy. I'm really hungry, it's like I didn't eat for the past weeks.

Then I realize myself that this is really reality that I went back to the past, since I'm a little bit scared. After I slept, I dreamed and having a nightmare that after I died the grim reaper sent me into the underworld and I forever lived there. After that I woke up. Suddenly I remembered my conversation with my dad earlier and felt relief and it is the first time I saw my dad was so angry. I think I will not forget this event even I want to.

If I think of what I said earlier thoughtfully.Who would in a right mind would believe that I can make a good song right now and make a profit from it, even the current me still can't make it. The confidence coming from earlier is not for myself but for those lyrics and musics that I memorized in my past life. If the God really granted my wishes. Maybe all the songs in the music industry are all gone and maybe it replaces it with an average songs.

Later, I will check those songs on the internet, since my family bought me a personal computer. The first step I must do now is to eat since I'm very hungry.

When I looked at the living room or the house. My family is just average in the society. I can't say that we're rich or poor were just an average.

I go to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to find some foods. Unexpectedly, there are a lot of foods inside the ref, but they are half eaten. I guess my family already finished eating and they were sleeping upstairs and maybe they tried to wake me up since I can see some slippers inside my room, but I didn't budge since I'm really exhausted.

I put all the foods on the top of the table and eat heartily. I don't want to heat it.

It's not like I'm being lazy, but since I'm in a hurry right now and also curious to search those popular artists and their songs if they really vanished in this world.

After I have eaten all the meals on the table, I can't believe myself, I finished all the foods on the table like there are 3 people inside my body.

Then I burped and felt satisfied with myself that I eat a lot of foods.After that I put all the plates in the kitchen and get back in my room and immediately turn on my PC.