2 Chapter 2

After I got hit by a car. I'm laying on the ground. My body felt so heavy. That every inch of my body felt so painful. Then I think of myself during these past years, did I choose a wrong path? For how many years after I finished college, while making a composed song, but their outcome are all trash. Then I get mad of myself when I realized, that deep within my heart, I regret for choosing a wrong career.

This is the first time that I thought something like this. So, this is what it feels like when you're almost at a death's door, a lot of past regrets will come into your mind, but even though I have a past regrets. If I survive this incident. I will still continue to strive and write a song even though I don't have any future on it, because this is what I loved, but I guess. It's only a dream, since I can already feel of my soul is almost leaving inside my body. I didn't feel regrets for what I have chosen for the past years and I felt satisfied of myself that at the last minute of my life. I saved someone who has still had a lot of future ahead. I open my heavy eyelids to see the child whom I saved earlier.

Then I saw the child on the corner of the streets, that she was already in the safest place and crying very loudly. Then the child wants to come go near besides me, but another person holding her back that she can't move an inch.

Then she noticed I stared at her and she looked back and I told her on my mind that "Little girl you should stop crying, since I already in a safe place and lastly, you should choose what your parents what they want you to do since it is for your future".

I don't know why I told her that, maybe I still have a little burden on my mind, and already experienced the hardship in life, while choosing the path that you like, so that I don't want to let others experience what I already experienced in this life.

After that maybe she can hears what my mind told her, because he nodded at me and stopped crying. Then I heard a loud sound of siren's and my eyelids suddenly became so heavy and I'm squeezing all my strength to remain conscious, but my body didn't want to listen to my mind.

For my last breath. I contemplate, and realize that only my death can stop my ambitions to become a great song composer. Then i closed my eyes ansd I died.

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In an instant, I open my eyes. All I can see in the surroundings was pure white. The sky, the ground are all white, and there's no wall besides. The area is too huge that I can't see far ahead, maybe it is infinite. Maybe this is just a dream, I already died right? Why I'm still dreaming? After a few seconds. A sudden voice rang into my mind.

My child, you lived in a glorious way. Even though you are not a warrior who won countless wars and battles. You are glorious in different ways. I admire your determination to pursue your goal, even all the odds against you. Even though you are somewhat lacking in attitude. Your good karma can compensate it, since even I an almighty God can't believe a human can reach that high quality of good karma.

I'll grant you a wish. What is your wish my child?

When I suddenly heard a voice directly into my mind. I suddenly came upon a conclusion that I already died and maybe this is what's in the textbooks called purgatory. Just like what he said from earlier that he is a God and I also think that to, since even though I can't see him, I can somewhat sense a strong presence nearby and maybe the God also didn't try to hide his it.

I'm confused why my karma is so high. I guess, maybe the reason is after I received my salary even it is only small amount, if I have a small excess like 5 dollars, I immediately donated it to the charity or those who are in needs, since whats the use to keep it if you will not used it, better donate it since there are a lot of people who are in needs. Then I keep on donating those money for 3 years.

Within 3 years if I count it now it only reaches 180 dollars it is very a small amount compared to those who are very rich that maybe, they donated more than a hundred thousand dollars like what they shown on the tv, that's why I'm very confused why my karma is higher than them.

You don't have to be confused, since all the money you've donated is coming from your heart. So, what is your wish? You should think faster now or it will be too late, since only a God can reside this place and it's the first time a human entered this sacred ground. If you wait for a couple of minutes, your soul will immediately vanish and you will die forever, even a God can't do anything about it if your soul will die.

Waaah! So, this is not a purgatory. Hey, I should think what I want to wish. It's not time to think other things.

Hmm. My wish was to go back in the past, but it will be recycled again for what I have already experienced in the past, since I will still choose the same path even I know the outcome.

So, my wish was to become a genius at music, but I don't want it, since my future goal ever since I was a kid is to make a good music for myself without other interference.

A couple of minutes has passed. I can feel my soul is disintegrating. Waahh! I need to hurry.

I wish the God with all my heart and soul.

My wish is, To go back in the past, but the current songs should be gone and replaced by an average songs.

Waaah! I can feel maybe a couple of seconds my soul will completely vanish. I'm being anxious now while waiting for the God's reply.

Hmm! I can only give you one wish, but you seem pretty interesting, I will grant you two wishes. Then the environment suddenly changed. It's like I'm floating in a time and space.