3 Chapter 3

"Okaasama!! Okaasama!!"

I hear a voice but who is it

"Okaasmaa…..."

"Okaasamaa are you alright"

"nnnn..."

I opened my eyes and I see a small boy at the edge of the bed. He has teal green hair and turquoise color eyes.

Cute is the only word i can think of when i see the little boy. I'm melting here from adorableness. I sit up really fast to hug him. I couldn't help myself.

"ahhhh!!!!....Adorable" Squeal

I'm in heaven with this cute little boy, he heals my heart. Who does this boy belong to. ...…..Wait ......he is my son, my son called Seth.

I…. have…... a son, I have a son, that single phrase repeated in my mind multiple times. The one thing I wanted but couldn't have since the accident. I thought I was fine with my previous life but i'm not, what i wanted the most is a baby to give my whole heart to them. Not to feel lonely in a penthouse, to guide him/her in life, to cook for them. Everything, everything but I co...coulddn't have them.

But now i have chance to be a mother. The previous Rhoslyn Markett wanted her son to excel at everything, always comparing her son with the first wife son. She was so hysterical that she compared to the smallest thing he did. She hasn't smiled to him or said a single gentle word to this adorable child. But no longer I will give my everything in raising a happy child that is loved by me.

Once I processed everything, i looked at my son I see him shocked. He didn't move, he was like a statue. I stretched my hand and stroked his silky teal green color hair. Ah, tears are going to come out.

Tears of love are overflowing just by touching him. For what reason did i not hug him, kiss him and showered him with gentle love before?

I am really stupid!!

The time that I lost can never be returned. No, in that case, let's change from now on. I'm going to spoil him to the max. But he will turn out like me if I pamper him too much.so, let's raise him him carefully

I'm still hugging him.

" I'm sorry seth. I hugged you out of nowhere"

I looked at my son but he is still shocked. I set him on my lap and touched his check to get his attention.

"...Ah!!"

"Okaasama No!! I wanted a hug" said Seth

My mommy gave me a hug for the first time. Is this a dream, if it is let me not wake up from this dream. I want my mommy to love me, I'll be good.

"Can I give you another hug" said Rhoslyn

"okaasama...Y, Yes!!" said Seth

Seth jumps into my arms even though he is on my lap.

Ah, my treasure. I love you.

While we hugged, and enjoyed our skin ship, Growl~, a not so lovely sound resounded.

"Seth, are you hungry?"

"Yes, I am sorry"

"Do not apologize. To tell you the truth, your Okaasama is also very hungry."

In the next moment. Growl~ sounded escape from my stomach.

"See?"

I smile at my son even though I was embarrassed.

"I will go and warm Okusama's soup again. Seth sama Food is prepared in the dining room. Please young master move there for a meal."

"Yes, thank you. Let's talk later, seth"

I smiled towards the maid and say my thanks, sure enough, the maid is staring at me in a shocked way.

Sigh a natural response. Of my former conduct to the servants of the mansion, I couldn't expect less from them. Since in addition to smiling, I can now speak calmly. Moreover, to say words of gratitude, How crazy!? She must be quite surprised.

Shake my head to myself. What kind of human was I? It's in vain saying it myself, Rhoslyn… what a hopeless child.

While i was thinking this Seth hugged me even tighter, his little head moved so I can see his teary eyes looking at me.

"Okaasama is not going anywhere?"

".........?"

"Okaasama..."

"Eh? Yes, I will be here? I am not going anywhere"

Seth hugged me again even tighter than before that he almost hurted me.

What is happening?

"Don't go anywhere"

He repreates in a small muffled voice.

I patted Seth back. Then I realized that he wasn't speaking about the present me. He was afraid that I will return to the one before. The one who never hugged him nor smiled at him, now i am entirely different person. Just how much burden did I force on this small child until now...

"Seth, Honey Okaasma will always be by your side. Let's see, I will make delicious sweets when I get well. Shall we eat it together?"

I put my hand on Seth soft cheeks and asked with a smile.

"Yes, Yes!!! Okaasama, I...am Looking forward to it"

Seth looks at my with teary eyes of joy

Awwww!!! So cute!!!!. I unintentionally ended up kissing him and rubbing our cheeks together. Im reluctant, but I asked the maid for a handkerchief from the maid. Gently wiping Seth's face and release my hands.

"Yes, Okaasama. Okaasama, get quickly well. I can't wait for a tea party with Okaasma"

Seth smile and leaves the bedroom together with the maid.