14 "Nightmares leach on me"

Elle's POV

Nightmare~

"What are you doing? Please don't touch me.

I don't like it. Please don't touch me. Stop it please ." I begged that person with trembling hands and teary face. But he didn't listen to me .

"What are these scars on your face? And why are you sobbing ?You look so dirty . Get out of my sight , you are making me puke" Mom shouted at me . "Mom help me . He'll kill me "I cried for help in front of my mother but she denied me and pushed me away by saying that I was just talking nonsense .

"Who will save you my dear Elle ? No one , it's just me . Now stop shouting and come here kiddo" that man who carried lustful evil desires terrorized me . "For god sake Jo , leave me alone . I beg of you " I begged but got denied . He grabbed me and threw me on the bed by force .

(end of nightmare)

Ah!!!!! I got up with shrieking my pain out and tears of fear which stained my face and pillow . I poured a glass of water and sat in the living room . Why are these nightmares not leaving me? Why are they haunting me ? Why did I have a glimpse of the past today? Why ? God just tell me why? I am happy at one moment but the second one makes to kill myself .

I got up , wore my pink blue-hoodie , locked my home and went off to that alley . I wonder if he'll be there or not.

Alley is dark , empty and just like before 'peace-giving' one . I took a seat on the bench and started humming a soft melody but no sign of him . Maybe he's busy or something . Why would a guy come to this alley for me? Ha-ha!!! I talked to myself and laughed .

What am I doing here at this hour? Soon dawn will crack . I love seeing dawn . Dawn is the best part of the day . It's the only thing that makes me forget everything , every single thing . It drives me towards it's yellowish orange beauty . I don't know exactly what color it contains . But it looks like it's the mixture of every emotion ; sadness , happiness , pleasure and many more . I stood up with my hands in my pocket and walked towards the rising Sun which is fully visible from the East of the alley . This dawn-air is soothing and pleasuring . "Yes , you are right . Indeed , it's air is the freshest of all " a masculine voice took over the silence . I know this is him . I smiled and looked beside me . Yes , it's really him . "You came," I said with a smiley face. " I heard your voice beating in my heart . So , I had to come my lady " . I smiled shyly . "Since when were you here ?" I asked . "Maybe he's busy... Since then" . He repeated my words . So he was here from the start . "Then why didn't you tell me before?"

" Well , I just wanted to hear the voice of my lady which I missed for many days " . He said with such a sweet gesture. " Can I ask you something?" I questioned. " Go ahead"

" Why are you always covered in a black mask, hat and glasses ?". " I would love to tell you everything about me but now is not the right time . I promise one day I'll tell you everything without the need of your asking " he convinced me in the most humble way I've ever seen . "Now , my lady, tell me what happened to you? Where were you from ? Why are you like this? ". How did he know something happened? I am bemused . "Is something written on my face ? " I asked jokingly . "I can read you, " he said . " You are heavenly mysterious ". I complimented him .

I told him everything about the incident from the start till the very end .

"Why are you making me marry you as soon as possible ? Why are they making you suffer so badly ?" He showed a strange concern for me . "What are you talking about ? Marry ? me?" I am confused , shocked or maybe stunned about what he just said .

" Listen , just let go for now . I know the most precious thing for us is our lives . If someone will try to ruin it or destroy it , without any restriction we'll barge on that someone . But sometimes 'endurance' is all we have . I really want to rescue you from this deep , dark dungeon but I can't give you a hand of hope . If I did you'll always look for me then . That's why , I want you to take your darkness out by yourself and light up by letting go ."

" What are you? Are you for real ? Why do your words amaze me every time? Another marvelous piece of advice from you just took off the burden from my shoulders . Thank you Celine shirt boy" . I said with a bright smile and tears of hope that this world is not actually that much bad . Still heartful souls are living in it .