9 "Fight against my Demons"

Elle's POV

My life is going pretty well now and I am thankful to my creator . I am fulfilling my every dream step by step . I have a job now , I am studying law and I am learning karate . I met an unknown guider who taught me a beautiful message and his message gave me strength to fight for myself . But that Sun yon girl is giving me a hard time . Sometimes, I really want to shut her up but every time my heart stops me with the thought that I don't have to be like her . I was talking to myself in my thoughts when Mirae brought me back to reality by clapping in front of me .

We entered the cafeteria and filled our plates . We took seats to eat . I am eating quietly with my eyes on my plate while Sun yon comes in with her friends . She takes Mirae's plate and pour it all over her . My face turns red with anger and I am about to smash my plate on Sun Yon's face but Mirae interrupts me by grabbing my hand to stop me . " What can you do ? huh? You little illiterate brats . Get out of my sight or I'll kick you out" Sun yon said with a harsh tone . Mirae drags me out of the cafeteria .

" Leave my hand. For heaven's sake , what are you even doing? We cannot stay quiet for the rest of our lives . We have to take a step against her otherwise she will continue to bully us" I said to Mirae with an aggressive tone . Mirae replied " You don't know her . If someone comes in her way she makes them suffer like hell . I told you before that we should stay away from her". I am totally annoyed with what Sun yon did and now Mirae's words are making me more angry . I take Mirae to the bathroom to clean her clothes . I didn't say a word and left for my house.

Time lapse~

I've made up my mind that if today Sun yon dared to do anything today I'll not spare her . I am totally determined today and I'll show her that I am not a weakling to whom she can bully or insult whenever she wants to . In my entire life only two times I have got this much determined . First when I was getting married and I decided to run away . Second is today when I am fully prepared to face my demons.

I enter the class with a pretty arrogant smile as if I have won a world cup . I search for Sun yon .There she's sitting with her group talking and laughing all freely . Huh ! even her face makes me angry now . I'm literally glaring at her for 2 minutes or so . Mirae calls me over to have a seat beside her .

End of the lecture - Now in library

I was doing my assignment when someone took my books and tossed them on the other side of the table . " Hey bitc*y little brat . What was that look in the morning ? Trying to scare me ? Looks like you haven't tasted enough of my lessons" Sun yon insulted me as usual . This is it. Now this time is mine . Her one hand was on my chair and one on the table, in the way stopping me to get up . I grabbed her hand forcefully and threw it in the air . I gained this strength due to my karate lessons . " That's it I have had enough of your blabbering . Now you'll listen and I'll talk . Who the hell do you think you are? A prime minister's daughter or a president's daughter. I don't care how rich you are but you don't hold any kind of position to bully us or to insult our self respect . You are just a ruined child who doesn't know how to be kind . I am warning you keep your hands off of me and others . This will be better for you from now on because now I will not spare you no matter what . Understood? "I said with a loud , clear and confident tone . Sun yon and her friends are looking at me with a surprise , along with other people in the library . Everyone's eyes are on me as if I am their savior prince who just won a battle to save his country and people . I picked up my books and laptop to take a leave when I noticed Sun Yon's hand reaching for my hair from the corner of my eye . I quickly bent down and dodged her . I turned around and grabbed her from the back of her neck with my arm and made her fall down . I couldn't control myself because obviously I am learning karate . I thought to myself . Everybody started to shout and cheered for me.

Time lapse~

Today was a good day . As that beautiful voice said "only you can fight your demons " on that night . I fought against my demons and here I am being proud of my own self as if I've won an Oscar . Today was the second best day of my life . I took out my diary and started to write

The scar on my face, the blemish on my skin,

doesn't make me feel woeful.

Because my soul is pure, my heart is secure.

Bring on the pain and I am gonna make it vain.

The harshness of your words, the strident of your tone,

doesn't make me feel dreadful.

Because my shield is hale, my mind is prevail.

Bring on the pain and I am gonna make it vain.

~Kim Elle