7 This is not a chapter

This is just from my side. It is fine if you just skip this but I would be happy if you read this completely. It is me rambling. (._.)

So the thing is, I had a thought of dropping actually. Not this book but totally out of writing. It is stupid, I know that. And the thing is every single person I told about this asked me one single three letter word. " WHY ? " . And I have no answer for it. I really don't have it. It was a thought and how can I say why I had a thought. I just told them that I have no particular reason. They just encouraged me saying it was fine and that I am just thinking too much.

I then spoke to my beta reader and a nice friend of mine. And then when I had a conversation, I understood what it really is like. I am enjoying it, then why leave it? Is what the answer I got. I am thankful for that.

Even my best friend helped me out of it. And it was almost the same as what my BR told me. That I might be just over thinking. So it felt good after actually speaking about it to the people around me.

My friends supported me saying that we actually are reading and love what you are writing, how can you leave it ? So I got some hope from all of them. In fact I didn't want to be impulsive before doing it. But as an after thought, I found out that I might not actually be able to give up. Because I enjoy it a lot. So I decided not to give up.

In fact when I thought of leaving it, I wanted to be loyal to you guys and just release a few chapters by just telling you guys a brief story (*^▽^*). But then I was so so so happy by the response which I never expected in my wildest dreams actually. I am so damn happy by it. ~~>_<~~ They are happy tears. And it sucks that emojis don't work.

The most funny thing out of all these events is about my younger sibling. I got asked if someone actually gave me any bad comments or anything like that. I laughed it off, but I was so touched. I felt like the younger one when I heard those words. I said no and then the same question was shot at me. When I said it was nothing, I got such a judging look. Damn ! HAHA ! But then when I said that I am not, even my family was like fine with it. But my sibling is still trying to bring the answer out of me and is still suspicious. But there really is no reason. It is the truth.

The fact that shocked everyone is that I never give up. No one has even heard those words out of my mouth. So when they did, they were shook. A lot maybe. But then I didn't though. So everything is cool now. And it is going to be the first and last time I am ever going to think of giving up. ( Fingers crossed) I hope it really is.

I kept thinking if I should actually upload this or not. But then I wanted to let you guys know. So I did post it at the end. It felt right to tell you guys.

So as a conclusion I am not giving up. I will continue to upload it. Don't worry and I will keep up with the schedule even if it is hectic. I am not going to disappoint you guys. It is a promise to myself and to you people who gave me so much of hope and love, to me and my book too. And I will release the chapter tomorrow. Wait for it ! ^_~

So meet you guys on Friday evening like always.

-MG