5 Chapter 5 Nagisa's Crush
"Mommy I wanna wear jeans!"
"Nagisa, honey pretty little girls like you should be wearing skirts and dresses." My mother pulled me along by my arm around the clothes section of the store.
"Mommy please! I like the boy cloths please mommy I promise I won't ask you for anything else! Please please pl-"
"NO!" Her expression was dark and her grip on my arm was very tight. People were looking now-no they were staring.
She pulled me along again tighter then before more forceful.
"You are a girl Nagisa, girls wear dresses and skirts! Your my princess and you WILL dress like one..."
she glared down at me her expression was more dark now he eyes were filled with anger as if she were in her dream world and someone was going to break the immersion.
"Yes mom..."
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"Mom...my hair is getting long...and it's getting warm out...d-do you think I could-"
"No!" She grabbed at my shoulder sinking her nails into my the skin, she grabbed a small amount of my hair in her hand.
"Why would such a beautiful young lady want to cut such wonderful hair...you know I never got to wear my hair long when I was little...I had to get it cut...your so lucky to have your hair long sweetie."
That's not what I wanted though...I wanted to dress like a boy...I wanted to be a boy...why couldn't she understand that…
Oh wait...she did understand it...she just didn't care what I wanted...I was just her second playthrough...a second chance at life...her second chance at life...through me…
"I'M YOUR MOTHER YOU WILL OBEY ME DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME! IF I EVER CATCH YOU DISRESPECTING ME AGAIN YOU WON'T BE AROUND!"
she looked so angry like a wild animal that saw someone trying to hurt them or take their prey away from them.
"M-mom I'm...sorry.." She charged at me grabbing my arm and throwing me to the wall, I hit the wall hard, my arms hurt as I slid back down to the floor.
"H-Help...help...me..."
"You will listen when I tell you something! You WILL wear the dresses I got you!"
"Mom...I-I'm sorry p-please don't hurt me." ...Was she really my mother? She drew closer the dark aura around her grew I closed my eyes waiting for the pain to come…
Nagisa...
Nagisa...
Nagisa! Wake up!
"Huh..." I opened my eyes seeing Nakamura's face above me, she smiled,
"Hey 'bout time you woke up." She leaned away giving me some space as I sat up. She looked at me concerned, "You okay? You were talking in your sleep." She said rather worried, I raised an eyebrow.
"W-what was I saying?" Oh god I hoped I didn't say anything...weird.
"Help me, mom don't hurt me." She repeated...oh...I hope I didn't worry her.
"S-sorry I didn't mean to wake you!" I said quickly. She smiled,
"I've been up Nagisa, don't worry about it." She said explained to me.
"Oh..." I said simply. T-thank god I didn't say anything weird...I glanced over to her she was grinning...uh oh…
"You were also repeating Karma's name in your sleep." I felt my face turn completely red,
"W-WHAT!" I pretty much yelled, she laughed until she was red in the face,
"I'm just kidding! Haha-you should see the look on your face I didn't think you would freak out that much!" She said still laughing, I pouted…
"That wasn't cool Nakamura." I said annoyed.
She wiped the tears from her eyes that came from her laughter.
"Sorry, just trying to lighten the mood. Anyway I made some breakfast hope your hungry." she said smiling, I rolled my eyes.
Suddenly a low growl echoed the room. Nakamura looked at me and laughed shortly,
"I guess your stomach says yes. Come on, we have to get to school in ten minutes anyway."
TEN MINUTES!
"Why didn't you wake me up an hour ago!" I said worried, she shrugged,
"You looked so peaceful sleeping. Anyway better hurry~" she said already on her way down the stairs, she was already dressed for school unlike me who was still in a pair of Nakamura's pajamas they were slightly big on me.
...Once I got breakfast and got dressed, me and Nakamura headed to school. It was weird taking this path opposed to the one I always took with Karma.
..Karma...that's right...I was...thinking about him last night...my cheeks grew red. Nakamura glanced over to me grinning when she saw that my cheeks were red.
"Thinking about a certain redhead~" she teased.
"W-what! N-no..." Why was I stuttering! Your not helping brain! Your just helping Nakamura who's side are you on anyway!
"Admit it, you like him~" Nakamura teased.
"Like who?"
HOLY CRAP! I think my heart just ran away, yep that's it running down the street ahead of me...and it's gone…
"Oh Hey Karma." Nakamura greeted, oh god I hope he didn't hear that...he didn't hear that right? If he did I will just die right here my heart already ran away so why not! Maybe I can move to Hawaii or something and just live my days not being jump scared by Karma!
"So Nagisa has a crush? Interesting~" Karma teased,
oh god no! My face was heating up no no no calm down Nagisa before Karma sees! Oh crap he's looking at me to late!
The redhead was walking beside me now snickering at my red face.
"So who's the lucky girl Nagisa?" He asked,
"Oh they aren't a girl~" Nakamura teased, Nakamura I swear if you tell him I will tackle you right here right now! Sure I'll say sorry afterwards but I WILL TACKLE YOU!
Karma raised an eyebrow. "Oh? I always had a feeling Nagisa was gay." Karma said grinning,
"W-what! I-I'm not gay!" I blurted out, Karma laughed,
"Hate to break it to ya but I'm pretty sure you are Nagisa.." He said with a teasing grin on his features. He doesn't know how wrong he really is.
"So what's the guys name?" Karma asked having his arms behind his head.
I glanced over to Nakamura in internal panic she shrugged. Thanks a lot Nakamura your a real big help! What do I do what do I do oh crap! Uh...should I tell him the truth...I glanced over to him his smile making my heart skip a beat...no I couldn't tell him...he'd reject me...he likes Okuda anyway…
"Nagisa?" He said snapping me from my thoughts...I..have to tell him, "K-Karma...I..."
Nakamura watched concerned as if she where saying good luck Nagisa.
"I uh.." my face was burning up...Karma tilted his head carious..."I like..."
"Isogai"
WAIT WHAT! No that's the wrong name what are you doing Nagisa! I must of said the first word that popped into my head! Oh crap I have to correct myself before-
"Oh really? That's interesting, well I'll just have to get you two together then." To late...he was grinning oh no...I glanced over to Nakamura she was facepalming…
"Operation: Get Nagisa hooked up is ago. You In Nakamura?" Karma said looking to her,
"Um..I think I'll stay out of this..." she said slowly, she looked at me as if she were saying sorry Nagisa.
Oh god what have I gotten myself into! Someone save me from Karma's plan!
