10 Red---danger

Finally she disappeared from social media took a long break to give time for herself. But rather than focusing on her destination she started traveling to here and there (wandering). She was like magnet leaves one and gets attracted to other. She is so lazy to focus on her destination. Already her life is messy, there comes a red light like in traffic single. A stop to her destination, she thought it will be for few moments but she got exhausted waiting for green light. When finally green light came she forgot why is she waiting and where is she travelling. So she started going on with flow and when she finally realised she can't turn back things to normal. All she thought is to give a full stop for traveling and destination. She thought only if she disappeared, she doesn't have to worry about anything. She was depressed to hell everyday and someday she is used to laugh that's not big matter. Someday she just forgets who is she and enjoy. Again next day cries. Her life totally messed up then a dump yard. It was like she is waiting for the end doing while nothing, blaming herself and acting tough in front of others as if nothing happened. She herself feels embarrassed to share it with others, because she doesn't think that it's a big problem and if she shares everyone will start thinking she is crazy or else laugh. She strongly think no matter who she shares it with no one is going to help her nor give her what she want.