Hi ....I'm lake
I feel that life is boring .no excitement no fun no newness .until I met Harley .
He is completely opposite of my character .He is agrassive, cold,sharp,Rude.....but the person whom I love the most un the world...
Hi, I'm Lake scott And today's my first college day ,my mom is super duper excited about my college life but I'm not. I dont like changes ,I'm a that kind of person who always want to stay in their own shell. sudden change is not my cup of tea .that's why I have very limited friends almost 2 or 3. "SILENCE IS BETTER THAN WORDS" This is my principal of life. and I'm following this rule blindly .I don't like long conversations, I'm a silent reader who observes person through their face and action .
reading is my favorite hobby which I do .I read lots of book since my 17 years life .whenever I feel bore or lonely I pick the random book & cup of tea .and try to learn something new .this is my way of enjoying happiness. Reading is just like oxygen for me every new book gives me freshness and new angle to see the world .foe me these black and white books give me color those color which is colored my boring life.....I intruduse my self later firstly I answer my mom...which yelling me loudly...
Come on lake let's go other wise you are late for your college's first day.. lake... Lake
moms yelling me again .
ya mom I'm coming," I'm telling back" .I take the shower and wear white plane dress , make a bun with my hairs and ready to go ..
Gud morning Mom...I say very sweetly ,
Gud morning sweetheart and she is turn to me...her lovely smile gone somewhere she shrink her eyes and and give a very strange cold look .
what's wrong with you lake ?...she yelling me very harshly !
what happened mom....I asking back..
you asking me.....she replies....
look at you!....I'm looking myself and try to find what's wrong with me.....
look at you ...she repeats.....,are you feel little excited ... you are going to college not a primary school..and you look like a little girl....please go back to your room and comb your hairs again, put some lip color on your lips go ..what's your problem I just dont understand ....
she is yelling me and I'm just listening her silently....
Mom Calm down first ! I will comb my hair but you know ,I don't like all this I'm just feel not good with make up .and all .
baby lip color is not a makeup mom said to me ....so don't argue with me go and do what I'm said ... I know she is not listening to me, that's why I said..... ok .....fine
for god sake ..fine end this topic I'm going im going ...I make my way and reach my room...
So this is my mom MISS MARIYA SCOTT .she is typical nowdays morden women .because for her children is just like a show pice for a out side world .I'm not complaining about my mom but sometimes I feel little sad because my mom love my look and my personality more than me may be that's why I'm like this today but according to her I'm just perfact .and I'm satisfied because she is satisfied. Whenever outside world ask me any question my mom give all the answers on behalf of me and I'm just smiling and try cooperate with her .she is like a Barrier for me towards the outsiders that's why I don't like comunicate to other people.
Now i'm standing front off my miror and I feel mom was right I'm comb my hairs agin .smoth my dress and give a smile to me and ready to go ...before going I watched my whole room last time I recall all my past 17 years memory which I spend in this big white room with all my favorite books I also recall my past 2 month special hardwork for my mom's favorite college which is "NEW WASHINGTON UNIVERSITY OF STAES ". according to straight A student like me admission in this university is not a big task but after admission 3 yr hostle life with completely unknown people may be they not like me and how I adjust with them is a biggest question for me this question is rising my heartbeat .
after all this I adjust my bags and books into the back seat of our car and I lend on the front seat of car .this is the time of my mom lecture she gave me long lessons through all the route of college and I'm just listening her as usual and try to feel light and relax but I must say this is not easy ...
finally we reach our destination which is "NEW WASHINGTON UNIVERSITY OF STAES " i open my car gate and coming outside and my nervousness rise 10 times when we saw all around the college gate.hundreds of people are standing their. parents kissing and hugging their children and said goodbye I'm also standing on the gate and seen the picture which is inside the gate off college in which every person is very happy they all are sharing their happiness with their friends or partners they all are free like a bird's and on the other hand I feel like a plan white page of coloured book.i have no idea what college life will be like and unexpectedly the question that keep dominating my thought is will I make a friends ?