A life like Hell

Maybe if she hadn't thought too much about herself, then she wouldn't be feeling like this ever. Morial De Astra, a pretty girl who lived a very interesting life which now turned into a boring life that she's stuck to live in...forever. Forever? What? Nonono. This is NOT a fantasy world. And it will never be one. Ever. She can gladly choose to live her life, or to end it...which may seem a bit easier than anything else. Now the question is...will she take the shortcut? Or will she live through her life that already feels like hell?