269 Panda's Thoughts

Hello, Panda here giving his final thoughts for his first completed fan fiction. Panda didn't expect that this fan fiction would take 1 year and 2 months to finish, in the beginning, Panda always thought that it might only take 5 months. But Panda experienced a lot of things in reality which made it too slow to finish, there were a lot of times when Panda wanted to give up because of the hardship and burden that Panda is experiencing in real life. It might not be the strongest burden but it was heavy since Panda has always been a stupid and clumsy panda and Panda doesn't have the set of skills in surviving alone. But thanks to some friends and readers's encouragement and thoughts, Panda persisted on this short and long journey of ours.

When Panda first created this fanfic, Panda expected that people who reads this would like it, well panda was wrong. There were people who hated it, which made Panda sad a few times. Although from the beginning, all the chapters that Panda has created was short like 400 to 600 words only, it also had somewhat like robot like talking or very cringe. it still made Panda feel the feeling of life or rather the feeling of relax, its hard to describe what Panda was feeling at that time, every end of chapter and sleeping or waiting for 8 hours to see the comments. Panda was hoping for people commenting "It was good" "Nice one!", which was within panda's expectation except for the bad comments which hurt Panda's self esteem and thoughts at that time.

Panda still felt happy seeing people liking Panda's fanfic, although there are a lot of mistake such as the title since why did Panda named it a lazy man's adventure? When the main character rarely is lazy and would do a lot of things. Well since this is the first creation of story making or fan fiction making of Panda then its is very common for Panda who is known for his clumsiness and beginner level to make a lot of mistakes. Also Panda only based his first creation from what Panda's read at most Panda could only make use of the 5 percent of what he reads from other novels and fanfic, since Panda's memory isn't powerful to create and remember everything. Panda named it A lazy man's adventure because panda wanted to describe what Panda wanted to do if Panda was given 7 wishes, Panda was very lazy at that time so Panda named this fanfic a lazy man's adventure.

In conclusion, Panda felt that 75 percent of this creation was full of happiness and fun while 25 percent was the regret, headaches, angry, sad and tiredness since Panda creates chapters after Panda finishes his homework, exams and lessons from subjects, there were times panda failed because Panda's best wasn't enough for the job. Anyway Panda thanks everyone for reading panda's first completed fan fiction, and Panda hopes to see you all in the second fan fiction that Panda will be creating.

(Author: Give Panda a full week break, because it is the starts of final exams and projects... Panda will release the first chapter of panda's second fan fiction named "Endless Reincarnation Into The Fictional Omniverse" a week later. )

P.S. Please don't have high expectation, Panda knows Panda's best isn't enough for it. Although Panda's story creation is improving, it is very slow in improving because Panda doesn't have the talent or the set of skills in creating story. So maybe the second fan fiction might worse than the first one or it might be better, Panda doesn't know and will leave it to fate!"