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The drive home was especially silent except for Namjoon's loud sobs.

"It's okay Joonie. Shh it's okay.." Jimin soothed.

"I'm such an idiot. Why did I ever believe he was different?" Namjoon asked in tears.

"You're a good person. That's why. You like to see the good in others. And there's nothing wrong with that." Jimin soothed.

"I always manage to pick the horrible people. I think I need to be alone for a while when we get home. Y'all can go get some drinks I'll be in my room." Namjoon said.

"If you think for a fucking second that we're going to leave you like this you are sadly  mistaken. I don't give a fuck about anything other than making you feel better." Jimin scolded.

"Thanks Jiminie."

"What the fuck is wrong with Jin?" Jimin asked once Namjoon went to the bathroom.

"I don't know. We were chatting about how Namjoon had grown on him. He seemed happy. I had no idea he would do anything like this." Yoongi sighed.

"What did he say?" Jimin asked.

"He said he guessed Namjoon has grown on him. He said it with a sad tone though. It was weird." Yoongi said.

"I think I see what's going on." Jimin sighed.

"What?" Yoongi asked.

"He's either a full on prick or he's trying to squander his feelings." Jimin said.

"I think it's the second one. He's always thought that loving someone is a sign of weakness. He's said numerous times how he doesn't understand couples and how they love each other enough to be exclusive. He's said that he's straight so many times but I've seen the way he looks at Namjoon. He looks at him like he's the most precious person on the planet." Yoongi sighed.

"Well someone needs to talk some sense into him." Jimin growled.

"Agreed. Both of us?" Yoongi asked.

"Yeah. Let's go."

"Joonie we're going to get some food we'll be back shortly." Jimin yelled

"Okay get me some kimchi." Namjoon said through the door.

"Will do!" Jimin smiled.

30 minutes later they were both back at the building and walked up only to be greeted by a new receptionist.

"Let us in. We need to see Seokjin." Jimin growled.

"Sorry can't do that. Mr. Seokjin's orders."

"Oh yeah? What were the orders?" Yoongi spat.

"It was to not let anyone in especially a Min Yoongi and Park Jimin."

"What about Kim Namjoon?" Yoongi asked.

"According to this he's still the assistant. Has something changed?" The receptionist asked.

"Yeah he quit. You need to find another assistant. He's already working for another company at higher pay." Jimin said.

"Okay I'll let Mr Seokjin know right now. Give me a minute." The receptionist smiled while walking into his office.

"What? What do you mean working for another company? He works for me!" Seokjin snapped.

"That's what Park Jimin and Min Yoongi said. They also said he found someone who loves his real side."

"Fine let them in." Jin growled.

"You can come in both of you." The receptionist told them.

"About damn time!" Jimin growled stalking past the receptionist.

"Ok here are my questions what and I mean what the fuck is wrong with you?? Do you have any idea how much you hurt Namjoon?? Are you seriously that much of a prick? Do you enjoy playing with other people's feelings?" Jimin growled.

"Who is this person that appreciates his real side?" Jin asked.

"Me." Jimin growled.

"Oh really. I thought you liked Yoongi." Seokjin smirked.

"No I love Namjoon unlike you. He deserves someone who appreciates him and loves him. And that person is me. I think he's fucking gorgeous when he dresses up and acts like himself. He's so fucking sweet and lovable and you broke his heart you ungrateful piece of shit!" Jimin yelled.

"How did I break his heart?" Jin asked.

"You said what his ex said you fucking idiot. He thought you were different. He's comparing you to his ex. He thinks you are worse than his fucking ex because you got him hopeful only to break him and his heart even more!" Jimin yelled.

"Yeah Jin if this is how you show your love for someone I truly feel sorry for him. You're better than this and you know you are." Yoongi snapped.

"I didn't mean to hurt him." Jin sighed.

"What did you mean to do?" Jimin growled.

"I don't know. I wasn't thinking. I mean I really like him but he probably wants nothing to do with me now." Jin sighed.

"SHOW HIM! Show him how much he means to you! Make him believe in love again! You did it once you can fucking do it again." Jimin yelled.

"Where is he?" Jin asked.

"He's at home bawling his eyes out because of you. We said we were getting food. He has no idea we are here. We did that in case you said something else stupid that would hurt him." Jimin snarled.

"Let's go. And you're fucking coming whether you like it or not." Jimin growled.

⚠️Self harm trigger warning⚠️

Namjoon knew Jimin and Yoongi were probably getting drinks without him. Who would want to be around him? Especially now?

He grabbed a blade from his razor and teared up thinking about what Jin said.

"What? Who would want him? He's just a girly wanna be."

Namjoon could hear his ex and everyone laughing at him and it got overwhelming until he brought the blade to his wrist and slashed a cut not realizing he just slashed through a vein.

Girly wanna be!

Who would want him?

So ugly!

Namjoon slashed his other wrist watching the blood run down his arm.

He unlocked the door before promptly passing out.

"Namjoon!" Jimin yelled trying to find him.

"Namjoon where are you?" Jimin asked.

Jimin tried the bathroom Namjoon was in only to find the blood and Namjoon on the ground with the razor still in his hand.

"NAMJOON!!!" Jimin screamed.

"Jimin what's-"

"NAMJOON NOO YOU CANT GO!" Yoongi screaming trying to lightly slap Namjoon awake.

"What are you both-"

"NAMJOON!" Jin screamed immediately picking him up and disappearing into thin air.

Jin quickly healed the wounds on Namjoon's wrist and healed everything.

Namjoon woke up with a gasp.

"Why did you do that?" Jin asked.

"None of your business traitor." Namjoon snarled.

"Namjoon I really didn't mean that. I promise you that."

"Then why did you say it?" Namjoon asked.

"I'm an idiot is why. I'm so in love with you that I got scared. I've never felt this way and it's really confusing to me. I honestly love everything about the real you. I love your outfits, your smile, your sweet personality, I love it all. I know I was stupid and I don't expect you to forgive me but I really hope you can give me a second chance." Jin said.

"Ok. I accept your apology but I can't forgive you just yet. I really need some time but don't give up on me." Namjoon said.

"I wouldn't give up on you. Take all the time in the world. I'll still be here no matter what." Jin smiled.

"How are there no scars?" Namjoon asked.

"Part of my healing powers. It's like it never happened." Jin said.

"Healing powers? What are you?" Namjoon asked.

"I'm a full blooded incubus."

"Wait. Doesn't that mean you fuck people to feed?" Namjoon asked.

"Yes."

"I don't know... If we were to be together it would hurt to have you fucking around with other people. I get that you have to feed...fuck I'm such an idiot." Namjoon sobbed.

"What's wrong?" Jin asked

"What's wrong?! You're asking me to forgive you except when I do you'll be fucking around and I'll end up hurt again. Why do I even believe in love? No one would love someone like me. I'm sorry for wasting your time I'll just..."

Jin shut him up with a kiss. It was Namjoon's first kiss and he melted into the kiss. It made his body fill with an excitement he has never felt before.

"Fuck. That was a kiss." Jin panted.

"If we were together Namjoon, I wouldn't fuck around. I would feed exclusively from you. I wouldn't feed from anyone else because I only want you."

"Really?" Namjoon asked.

"Yes. Now come here."

The minute Seokjin grabbed Namjoon they appeared back at the apartment with a frantic Jimin and Yoongi.

"KIM FUCKING NAMJOON!" Jimin yelled.

"..."

"YOU NEARLY GAVE ME A FUCKING HEART ATTACK! DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING DO THAT AGAIN!! I THOUGHT I LOST YOU! Please don't do that again." Jimin said in tears.

"I'm sorry Jimin. I wasn't thinking. I was just thinking about my ex and Jin and I figured you both just didn't want to be around me." Namjoon sighed.

"No we weren't. We wanted to sort out Jin and his fucking attitude for you. I swear you gave me the heart attack of heart attacks." Jimin said.

"Thanks Jimin. I'm sorry."

"Don't be but please don't ever do that again." Jimin said hugging while hugging Namjoon.

"Woah how did you heal so fast?" Yoongi asked.

"I healed him. It's one of my powers." Jin said.

"Healed him? What do you mean?" Jimin asked in confusion.

"I'm an incubus. It's one of my many powers."

"Incubus? Wait isn't that a sex demon?" Jimin asked.

"Yes." Jin said.

"What does that mean? Don't you need to feed or something?" Yoongi asked.

"Yes I have to feed. But I already went over with Namjoon that if we were together I would feed exclusively from him."

"Oh." Jimin said.

"Drinks?" Jimin asked.

"Hell yeah!" Yoongi said.

"Yeah." Namjoon smiled.