32 "You can't have me yet"

I breathe, trembling in his hold. Even though his grasp is tight and rough, it sizzles against my skin, leaving me wordlessly begging for me.

"Do I have to punish you?" Mr. Wang's eyes narrow on me as I slowly nod, heart leaping upwards as though it were trying to break free of my body.

"Yes." I whisper, "Punish me, sir."

A pleased look crosses his black eyes that makes my entire body go hot. I'd never before realized how good it feels to please someone else, to see that expression in their face. I would give anything to make him look like that again.

He releases me, a faint red mark glowing on my wrist that makes a wetness slowly grow between my legs.

Always keeping his eyes on me, he walks over to his chair, slowly settling down into it. Then, he motions me over with a single flick of his wrist. I part my lips to ask what he wants me to do, but then quickly shut my mouth once more. No questions.

Wetting his lips, my boss leans forward slightly, his eyes skimming over me.

"Take it off." He says, gesturing towards me clothes.

I freeze, staring at him as though I didn't understand his simple command. In my seconds of utter stillness, the pleased look in his eyes goes cold.

"Take it off." He repeats, this time his voice is a growl.

Shakily, my fingers run across the cotton of my skirt and blouse, a nervous blush slowly rising on my cheeks and neck.

"Yes, sir." I breathe, though my voice shakes. To be naked in front of him… I can't imagine baring myself to him in such a way. Every flaw of my body exposed for him to judge.

"You asked to be punished." He reminds me, his voice gruff but strangely gentle and once again I nod.

Swallowing, I allow my fingers to slowly undo the buttons of my blouse, my shoulders shaking as it finally drifts to the ground. Then, I unzip my skirt, left only in my underwear and the cheap pair of black heels I'd purchased online. I stare downwards at the pool of clothing at my feet, ashamed of my imperfect body.

"Take it all off." He corrects coolly, leaning back in his chair.

When he leans back that way, I can see him extremely aroused. I somehow caused that reaction from him? How could that be?

My hands waver at the clasp of my bra, but somehow I take a deep breath and unhook it, sliding it shyly from my arms.

I'm sure I'm red as a lobster right now, I can feel the heat searing my cheeks. It makes my head dizzy. Then, my thumbs hook the straps of my underwear, tugging them off my legs until I'm left totally bare.

Timidly, I wrap my arms around my body, trying to hide myself from him.

"Look at me." He murmurs. The fine leather chair squeaks under Mr. Wang as he leans forward slightly, meeting my eyes as I slowly gaze at him.

"Do you know how beautiful you are, Chunhua?" He asks softly, shifting slightly where he sits.

Instead of answering aloud, I shake my head. I don't trust my words right now. I know I'm not beautiful. I've never been beautiful. Not on any scale.

He stands and I lurch backwards slightly, as though I'm afraid if he looks at me too closely he may see how unattractive I truly am. I bump into the desk as I move, and he easily corners me against the cool wood. He grabs my wrists, pulling them free of my body so that he can gaze down at me. When he presses against me, I can feel the his hard strong body pressed against my thigh.

"Do you want me?" He asks huskily in my ear, his hips rocking slightly against my own as I struggle to catch my breath, "Do you want me?"

I bite my lip, shuddering under his hold. We're at such a disadvantage here. I'm naked and exposed while he's fully dressed and in control. It wasn't fair. And yet, I loved it.

"Do you, Chunhua? Answer me."

"I want you, sir." I cry, voice cracking with desperate need. He whirls me suddenly so that I'm facing the desk, one rough hand clasping around the back of my neck as he pins me to the smooth wood. He grinds against me, his body only separated from my glistening flesh by only layers of clothing.

I moan desperately as he grinds against me again, the entire world shaking as my body suddenly convulses with ripples of pleasure.

His gruff chuckle echoes in the room, still pinning me down as I shake and shudder against the wood, "That's right, Chunhua. You are a fast learner." He growls.

He'd made me orgasm with only the feel of his body against me, and still I mentally beg and yearn for more. I need more…

Abruptly, he releases me though my body was too weak to stand. The aftershocks of pleasure still rock through me like waves against a shore.

"Not yet." He murmured in my ear, his hand roughly groping my bottom as I cried out softly in desire, "That's your punishment. You can't have me yet."