20 Chapter 19

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God starts a new chapter where we lose the desire to live. A Forced Love-Marriage (To Beast) By Nidhi.

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Narrator POV

He threw the glass on wall smashing into pieces "I lost one more deal because of that Connard (bastard) Jamarion" He clenched his teeth and punched hard on table blood started to ooze from his knuckles.

"Calm down son I have a plan to ruin that bastard and his reputation"

He croaked up his eyebrow and asked him with greeted teeth "How Dad?"

"Well very old sayings Son....If you want to defeat the enemy, then catch his weakness. Both Jamarion and Vanassche are in love with same girl, because of that girl Jamarion hit Van in the party today."

"Don't play with words, speak clearly Dad" He was losing his patience with every passing minute.

"History is witnessed that whenever war has happened mostly it's due to a women, so think if two friends love same girl then apocalypse will come. Love is the most powerful emotion in the world try it. The rift between two friends has come only because of a girl. A woman is the greatest weakness of a man. In this fight, we will use Nalini. You will make a deal with Vanaassche if he give us 60% of deals and share, to us we will give him Nalini but for that you have to earn her trust. Get her trapped in your love trap. And rest plan you will leave it to me. She is lonely and needs a shoulder to cry on you have to be that shoulder. The wounds given by Jamarion are still alive in my chest. Time has come to execute the fire of revenge. History does not tell, history writes, history builds and son you will change the history by ruining Jamarion.

"Dad you are genius." He hugged the old man.

Nalini POV

The crowd has unreadable expression plastered on their face everyone was looking at me like I have grown eight-nine pair of arms and I was standing nude in public place. I hate such attentions. Right now my brain formulated deepest fear of thoughts. I attempted to leave that area asap. Jan and Abhi came running to me.

I have again ruined their evening. Now I wish I had not come to the party. I draw a sharp breath and compose myself together said "I'm really sorry I ruined everything I think I'll go now" was all I could say.

"No Nal we are not leaving you alone and don't blame yourself" Abhi said he placed a hand on my shoulder to comfort me I politely pretend that I'm fine by looking straight in his eyes.

"No Abhi I'm fine take care of party, I'll leave and please don't insist."

"Not at all Nal I'm not leaving you alone" Jan said with sad eyes.

"Please both of you let me go I need some time alone" I know they both are concerned about me but they cannot leave the party like this and on the other hand I need some time alone to comfort my brain with positive thoughts.

"Ok" I nodded and smiled apologetically.

After half an hour

Reaching the house I caught the door and pushed it shut then I dashed up the stairs and walk towards my room I slid the clutch off my shoulder and dropped it on my side table. I was sitting on edge of my bed thinking about everything.

Though he helped me but it was a living nightmare for me. His words were repeating in my mind continuously his voice and words gave me chills. Jan told me once that the newspaper on which his picture was printed, people would tear that page, people are so scared of him. And he said I'm his, no God have mercy on me please, better I'll kill myself. God plz let me out of this midstream. Thinking of him the hairs on nape of my neck bristled. Problem was that my mind always over thought every damn thing but this time it was necessity. It feels like I was running in alley of dark and there was no end no light in it. The way I see it, I study it, do my best and whatever will be will be. I breathed hard but it seems like the air was not entering in my lungs. One time I feel secured another time when I remember people word. My thoughts were becoming my demon.

Each passing minute was wrapped in fear what if he mean it what he said what if he will come to take me. I thought of taking help from cops but they cannot go against him. Even govt. was unable to help me. A tear slipped from my eyes. First time I was feeling helpless. I thought of killing myself but then I remember what if he harmed my loved ones. I grab a fist of my hair in frustration why the hell my mind was waving only Jamarion thoughts. He was charming and handsome no not handsome but beautiful like a King he was different from others. His eyes were different so eye catching that I can look into his eyes for eternity. Instead of fearing his eyes I admired his eyes they were unique, I was feeling a new sensation in my body. I was gawking at his face in my mind suddenly I remembered his words. Shit! I was in a deep mess. My thoughts were ripped when I heard footsteps I knew it was Jan and Abhi they both come in and closed the door behind her.

"You're ok" She asked eyeing me up and down.

"I'm fine" I said fidgeting my fingers looking down at my lap I was ashamed not able to maintain eye contact with both of them. I tried my best to look strong but failed. I gave them a sheepish smile. They both shook their heads at my statement. Some people don't often concern themselves with what others think or say about them. Many people don't care about being rejected or criticized in public place. They are confident and have high levels of self-esteem and self-belief. But I lack confidence and always over think. Before I could say anything he asked.

"Tell me what happened on your date with Van" Abhi asked in bossy voice.

They have right to know everything happened between me and Van. After explaining them whole story I saw both of them has surprised expression. I was ready for their reactions may be they will get mad at me, I don't want them to take stress because of me. Me, not so innocent but not yet tainted, get's treated like I'm less than human, even though I haven't done any wrong towards Van.

"Nal you hurt me today, you never considered me as your brother." He stared deeply, meaningfully into my eyes. I know Abhi was over protective towards both of us. He has a high patience level he barely ever got mad, but when he loses his temper it was terror-stricken. Me and Jan both dared to speak any words. After almost ten minutes of silence he drew a sharp breath I can see tears forming in his eyes. My heart clenched painfully he was crying I hurted him. I couldn't control the whole situation as they both were insane I started crying.

"No d..don't get me wrong, hiccups I did not want hiccups to give you more hiccups tension" hiccups Jan shrugs her shoulder I know she was mad at me she has whole right to react in such a way.

"If you had considered me your brother then you would have told me how that coward molested you" His voice was deep and dead.

"Umm..... sorry" I took an ear and apologized a tear rolled on my cheeks. His eyes hold a regret and guilty feeling. I almost cried as I spoke, the pain given by Van moving inside my mind like ocean waves. He hugged me and kissed the side of my head. Abhi has a soft heart which melts easily.

"I will try my best to keep that coward away from you" I know they were concerned about me, in life temporary people always give permanent damage.

"Mr. Night why he was interested in you, had you ever met him." Jan asked out of blue. A shiver runs down my spine a lump created in my throat I swallowed it.

"No apart from delivering suits I have never crossed his ways and you know my past now I'm a changed girl who is hopelessly romantic." I have always been a giver, warm and caring but to involve romantically with someone like Mr. Night whose name alone can give chills to bone was impossible. My past always haunt me like nightmare.

"Still stay away from him and Nal don't let anyone to change your smile." Jan rested a gentle hand on my shoulder.

"God has planned happiness for each one of us, the only thing is that he doesn't share his calendar with us. So don't stress too much everything will be fine." His words gave me confidence that I can win this situation. Both of them wrapped me in their arms and let me melt into their warmth. They both left as it was past 12 in night leaving me in pool of thoughts.

I wasn't comfortable sharing my thoughts about Mr. Night with anyone. As his gaze made me feel an emotion which was hard to explain. I kept thinking about his eyes and his natural smell. I was attracted to him who was dark and dangerous it feels like he owns my heart and I own his heart we were made for each other. I was a moth and he was fire I was his weakness and he was my strength. There were phrase for love why opposite attracts "The moth loves the loves the fire even that it will burn her someday, Our soul wanders for the same thing which was lacking inside us. To extinguish fire we need water." Ughh! Stop Nal you can be a good philosopher my inner voice snapped at me.

I went to bathroom to wash my face and get freshen up. I got out my soft micro fleece shorts with the blue and black stripes along with light grey tank top. After changing in to my night dress I got under the covers and plumped the pillow against my back.

When death approaches, a jackal runs towards city means I was thinking I will find a better life in New York but I find nothing but damage here. I wish I had listened to my parents that I should stay with them and get settled there. So today I cannot have such a mysterious life, I'm regretting now. Childhood ironies were a big lie a Prince will come on a white horse, and steal you from this world and take you to his own world where he will give you so much love that you will forget all the pain given by the world. Why God why me? This question was running in my mind. It was said that God has a purpose for your pain, a reason for your struggle he will reward you when perfect time will come. He gives pain to his strongest soldier. My life was now a canvas with black colors all over as if fear was only emotion was submerging in my life. The more love we give the more we have instead I feel dead and hollow inside with no pain only numbness was there. I have gone through too much pain in my life and I can't take it anymore I'm done. Now the demon dragon thoughts of fear were reaching a new height. All alone in a world so dark, where the people are cruel and karma doesn't exist.

How will I escape this situation?

My life had come at such a twist that I got out from a whirlwind and now I was stuck in a storm I had a well ahead and dug back where I would go. Only pain was written in my fate. When God closes one door he opens another door, but we kept looking at closed door so we don't realize that there is another door opened for us. Then I remember Rick he always helped me, I can take help from wall. I grabbed my clutch and fumbled for my phone in my clutch immediately grabs my phone and Dialed Rick number. I put up the phone on my ear and waited for him to answer.

"Hey Nalini you will live long I was thinking about you and you called me."

"Oh! Umm Rick I... I n.. need your help." Why the hell I always stutter.

"What help?"

"I'll tell you when we will meet tomorrow." I did not want to tell him everything on phone I wanted to explain everything in brief when he was in front of my eyes.

"Ok but if something urgent you can tell me".

"No."

"Ok good night take care."

"Good night." I disconnected the call and place my phone on side table. I want pool of light to sleep so I let my night lamp on.

I felt exhausted I sighed and curled up in ball hoping for a bright day tomorrow.

Hope you guys like this chappy. I will write Jamarion POV in next chapter.

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