8 Ch. 8 - Goodbye, For Now.

"NO!" I shouted as I get up from bed. "Really?" Will said to me with a small smile while he tilted his head a bit and continued to stare at me. "I meant eat WITH you, okay?" I replied. Shoot, now there's a whole lot of awkwardness in the room.

"Hahahahaha, Lin! I'm just joking! Don't take it so serious!!! I'm just kidding!" Will replied. But no, with that reply, my body didn't like it at all.

But why? My world became so dark. My soul keeps spiraling down the same pit that we call "Desparity". I'm feeling so hurt, why am I so hurt? I have no right to be hurt, I feel and know that! But why does it have to hurt this much? It's like my heart has been crushed. I feel like my feelings are being played.

"Hahahaha, yeah, a joke." I said. "Anyways, I need to go. Mom must be waiting for me at home, don't want to make her worry hahaha!" I added.

"What? Will said "What happened?" He added.

Nothing really! It's just that I uhm... need to go home, I forgot that I had to do something!" I reply. "Are you sure?" Will said. "Yes. Sorry but I have to go." But after what happened, I can't help help but think of so many thoughts that invade me. I feel so down. I have no right to be. I knew it! We were not supposed to be and we'll never be together! What was I thinking?!

But when I opened the door to the outside, it rained, rained harder than it had earlier this morning. I guess this was the storm that the news reporter talked about.

"Hey, do you think you can go home right now? It's raining really hard. I have an umbrella if you want?" Will said.

"No thanks, I'll go ahead. I can handle myself. No need for umbrella. See you tomorrow!" I replied with a smile on my face.

*Shivers... It's really cold... I wish he was here... No! I don't need him! I have the rain by me!

*honks. Will? *Screech. *BANG. Wiillll? is.... that... youuu...?

Suddenly I'm falling again... this time it seems like it's forever. Everything is fading away, Mom? Dad? What? Who am I?....Will... Please... Help... me.....