5 Re-gaining Clearity

Sticky fluids were all over her body.

A constant throbbing pain kept on coursing throughout her body. There was also a tingly and pleasurable feeling mixed in... making her remember the experience she felt not long ago.

"Ahh- mhm~."

A subtle moaning brought her out of her reverie. She looks towards the source of the moans but could only see two blurry figures merged.

"!?!?"

'Wait, why is everything hazy!'

Panicking, Lucy hurriedly rubs her eyes as if trying to wipe the haziness away. She tries to look around but to no avail. Her whole world is shrouded in a misty blue fog, which prevents her from seeing anything clearly.

"Oh, good morning, sunshine."

Noticing her antics, Jay looked over at her direction. Lucy knew that he was smiling at her somehow, yet that handsome face she remembered now looked like that of a bewitching devil bringing an instinctual fear along with it.

'Why- how did I end up like this. I would have never done anything like this in the past...'

She thought as tears fell out of her unfocused and hazy eyes.

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Born with a stronger body and beautiful looks, Lucy was a sought after woman since young. As she grew older, she started to feel the increased libido from being a succubus, but unlike myth and legend, succubi in this world have control over their lust even more so than normal humans. Still, she thought that it would be nice to fall in love.

At least that was until she met her first noble...

It was a typical case of using superiority into taking advantage of her as the noble ordered her to her room at night for "discussions." Since that night, she grew to loath those noble men and trained her powers to her limit. She never wanted to be humiliated again.

She entered a period of callousness and hard training, focusing solely on her mental powers. She loathed the idea of getting physically stronger as that would require sucking the life force out of victims.

Several months later, that same noble came again, but this time when she entered the rooms, she immediately went to gain control over his mind. Thankfully he was a low ranking noble, and she gained control after some difficulty.

She leads him to a low-end hotel that night. First, she disfigured his handsome face then proceeded to take the only thing that made him a man. She loved the feeling of being the one in charge and ruining that beautiful face of his. She finally got her revenge. Of course, she also made sure to erase all memories of herself before dumping the half-dead body behind a random brothel.

As weird as it may sound, it was a common thing for young and arrogant nobles to mess with the wrong lady at times. Therefore as long as the noble wasn't found dead since they quickly regrow 'any' body parts with their potions, they wouldn't delve too deep into the investigation. And with Lucy's ability to alter memories...

Needless to say, she has got away scot-free.

So from that point on, whenever she encountered a noble, she would make sure to make them pay. As for other men? Well, as long as they weren't the lustful or perverted type, she wouldn't even bother.

As time went on, she grew to have full control over her libido, making relieving herself as simple as using her hands or vegetables.

She hates men and abstained from them, at least until she saw that one man.

'Extraordinarily handsome!' she thought.

He was being walked through the front gate of the common solder facility. His feet and legs were chained together; he was also covered in blood and looked like he went through a garbage shoot. Yet, strangely, there were no wounds on him.

Also, his eyes had tranquility to them, a calmness that made it seem as if everything were in his control.

"Hey, look at your new home. You're either going to rot here or die out on a mission outside"

"Hmph, in my opinion we don't need a rebellious idiot like him"

"True- if not for captains orders, we would have just gotten rid of him."

"Hey, you don't suppose that the captain only wants him for his looks, do you?"

"Shut it; she's coming over now."

The half-noble soldiers talked among themselves, while the onlookers wondered what happened to the newcomer to look the way he did. Though, his beautiful appearance adorned by all the blood and dark cloths just made him look like a handsome devil straight out of hell.

Just as a beautiful young noble approached the blood-covered man, his gaze turns towards the right as he felt someone special observing him.

'Sh*t'

'F*ck'

They both gazed into each other's eyes, trying to probe each other at the same time, but both realized that they screwed up just as fast. Lucy had a stronger innate power, and she trained it vigorously, but Jay had a mental will like a steel cage.

Jay overcame her and broke through her mental barrier and added a little of his specialty when targeting her mind making her more susceptible to her emotions. Nevertheless, Lucy did leave a lasting impact in Jay's mind, making it as if his mind was wide open for attacks. Sadly her mind was in turmoil before she could capsize on that.

Lucy felt muddle-headed, so she decided to head back to her room to sleep as she wanted to get away and couldn't think clearly, while Jay had a nose bleed since mental attacks were by no means his forte plus he was exhausted from what happened before all this.

But since he was covered in blood already, nobody noticed, so he decided that he would deal with that individual at an appropriate time and directed his gaze back to the lady standing in front of him.

The mental attacks and thoughts that the two experienced happened in less than a second. Nobody noticed.

He just didn't expect that he would meet that individual just a couple of days later when his mind was still in its vulnerable state.

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"S-so it was from our first encounter then... I can't believe that I went to sleep only to forget"

As if an invisible shackle in her mind broke, Lucy suddenly remembered what occurred on that night.

"You did this to me! You-"

"No, I didn't."

Jay said as he pushed the sleeping Linda aside and pulled Lucy into his naked embrace. Lucy felt flustered, but she didn't know why. Jay did all of this to her and even took her eyesight away.

"You know that you should stop blaming me for your faults, you know," Jay interjected as if reading her mind, "All I did was release you of yourself and let you make the choices that your heart truly desires."

"What I truly desired?"

"Yes, except that I didn't expect that your true desire was for you to turn me into your obedient little boyfriend. And~"

"Yii"

Lucy let out a cute yelp as Jay pushed her down suddenly. Jay let out a devilish grin as he breathed down Lucy's neck and whispered into her ear.

"I'm always on top."

Slowly Lucy's vision cleared as she looked straight into those mystical eyes that wanted to devour her. Lucy shivered to her core in anticipation. She now knew what it meant to love and fear someone at the same time.

Rape at a young age broke her concept of relationships and love, but after all this time, it was still a desire that was hidden deep in her heart.

So the broken mindset, pent up desires, and emotions guiding her decisions, she wanted to have a boyfriend that she would have complete control over. To never be cheated, and to never be left.

"Hmm? What's happening?" Linda said groggily as she woke up.

"Oh, the pervert woke up," Jay said as one hand teased Lucy's beaten asshole, causing her to clench her perky ass. Lucy just stared at Jay with teary eyes but didn't dare to do anything.

Linda, on the other hand, didn't know what to feel. Happiness that she slept with her crush. Or embarrassment that she got called a pervert because she masturbated to her crush having sex with another woman right in front of him.

Jay noticed the shyness in Linda. A bashful expression on such a seductive body made Jay's dragon rise again, smacking onto Lucy's plump ass, who was still underneath him. Lucy felt both excitement and fear at the same time.

But, Jay instead went between both Lucy and Linda, taking one naked beauty into each hand. Lucy felt some disappointment while Linda was a little jealous that the man she loves is with another woman, right in front of her.

Lucy felt Linda's glare and was shocked.

"Lucy, I didn't know that such an OLD lady could still be a virgin," Lucy spoke while emphasizing old and pressing her body tighter onto Jay's naked body. "Huh, my little pervert, what made you think that Lucy was a virgin?" Jay asked, somewhat confused, "Wait; it was the blood right."

Lucy was mad and ashamed. She was already 35 had lost her virginity long ago. "B-but I only had sex once before, and I was forced to!" Lucy retorted, but immediately regretted it when she saw the look of disgust on Linda's face.

"Ohh, so you're not only old but also stained then?" Linda said in contempt. Being stained in this world is a word used for those who were raped. Although common, it was still pitiful. Lucy broke down as genuine tears of shame and embarrassment started to flow out of her eyes.

"PA!"

Linda was bent over Jay's legs as she received a hard slap on her heart-shaped ass. Both women were temporarily stunned.

"PA! PA! PA!..."

Multiple harsh slapped followed one after the other. Linda's eyes got teary from the pain. Emotional and physical pain. Also, she felt a jolt of ecstasy that spread from her ass every time she was spanked. But she was too embarrassed to say anything.

After Jay felt that it was enough, he put both tear-stained women on his lap. "Dummies, stop fighting. You're both my women now! Keep fighting and see if I don't tear you a new one!"

Both women whimpered as they glared at each other in hate, from good friends and comrades to rivals of love.