11 SHRISTI'S HIDDEN SECRET

Just in a second, everything went DARK!!!

But, I am unable to stop crying WHY? WHY YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE IN MY DREAMS?

WHY YOU CAME IN MY VISIONS?

I AM INDEED UNABLE TO REMEMBER EACH AND EVERY DETAIL ABOUT US ABOUT OUR PEOPLE BUT I AM NOT A FOOL (WE LOVED EACH OTHER.) I have STRONG FEELING THAT I LOVED YOU LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW IN LIFE. THEN I GOT A VISION OF OUR DEATH TOO BUT THE SADDEST THING IS TILL NOW I'M UNABLE TO SEE THOSE FACES.

EACH AND EVERY TIME WHENEVER I'M GETTING THIS VISIONS AND DREAMS IT'S JUST KILLING ME SLOWLY. I WANNA KNOW WHO ARE YOU? THE ONLY THING I KNEW IS...YOU HAVE A TATTOO BUT WHAT USE IN IT. NOWADAYS EVERYONE HAS TATTOOS SO THE ONLY HOPE ALSO GOT VANISHED IN A SECOND.( TATTOOS ARE NOT A BIG DEAL AS WELL)

THE FEELING WHICH I HAVE FOR YOU IS SOMETHING DIFFERENT.

WHICH I'M UNABLE TO EXPLAIN IN WORDS.

FOR EXAMPLE,

WHENEVER I GOT VISION OF OUR DEATH, FELT LIKE I LOST EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE (YOU). THERE IS NOTHING LEFT IN THIS WORLD FOR ME TO LIVE A LIFE WITHOUT YOU.

THESE ARE STRONG FEELINGS, RIGHT? SO THAT MEANS WHATEVER HAPPENING TO ME IS TRUE OUR LOVE FROM PAST LIFE IS TRUE BUT I HAVE A QUESTION...

"IF THE LOVE IS MUTUAL THEN WHY I'M ONLY GETTING THIS VISIONS OF OUR PAST?"

"ARE YOU GETTING SOME OF THE VISIONS LIKE ME TOO?"

"THEN WHY ARE YOU NOT TAKING ANY STEPS TO FIND ME OUT?"('CAUSE YOU ARE POPULAR NOW WHICH I FOUND OUT 6 MONTHS BEFORE)

"MAYBE YOU GOT CLEAR VISIONS THEN MINES! MAYBE YOU SAW ME IN VISIONS!"

" YOU GOT THE SAME HINT AS I GOT?"(I HOPE, MY GUESSING ABOUT YOU GUYS ARE RIGHT)

"MAYBE YOU ARE SEARCHING FOR ME?"

"MAYBE YOU TOO FEEL THOSE PAINS?"(IN PAST THEY HURT US LIKE HELL WHICH I CAN FEEL IN MY PRESENT LIFE AS SHRISTI)

"MAYBE YOU ARE SEARCHING FOR ME?"(IN THE WRONG DIRECTION )

THIS ALL ARE ASSUMPTIONS... NOT CONFIRMATION.

"MAYBE YOU ALREADY HAVE SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE??? WHICH IS GOING TO HURT ME LIKE HELL"...(SINCE I HAVE TO FACE EVERYTHING IN FRONT OF ME TO RESCUE OTHERS. I CAN UNDERSTAND THE CURRENT SITUATION ONLY THING WILL KILL ME IS... IN THIS LIFE TOO I WANNA ACT AS I DON'T LOVE YOU ) BUT WE ALL NEED EACH OTHER HELP TO COMPLETE OUR MOTO OF BIRTH. YOU GUYS YET DOESN'T GET IT.

I KEEP ON REPEATING SAME THINGS AGAIN AND AGAIN. IT'S KILLING ME FROM INSIDE.

Everything started at

FLASHBACK

on my 20th birthday, as usual, went to the temple then to college.

everything was normal until...

I got a vision that someone pop-up in my dreams and saved me from the unknown forces, just like that something happened in my real life after 4 Days. These things start to happen often.

every time he visits me in a dream, he uses to help me a lot. but without showing his face.

he cares for me like a baby or should say like I'm his everything.

like these days went one by one... slowly some of my powers got increased as well which I have hidden from this world.

with all this chaos I have completed my studies yet life is rude at me. I got everything, after hell a lot of struggles but the fact is! my GOD making me strong enough to face everything in the future.

like this, I used to face all the things alone with courage and I took everything as a challenge in life yeah I'm a little bit lazy as well because of that I ignored the most important things in life.

maybe if I concentrated more and a little focused on whatever happening around me /with me maybe this mystery was solved! earlier.

"I get used to it slowly "he showed me all the love which he hiding for so long even tho this is a dream I can feel his love towards me. that's why every time our death keeps on a pop-up in my visions. (I think that day is unforgettable in our lives).

AT PRESENT

"AHH" better to die than live like this.

I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE

I KNOW WHO YOU ARE

I HAVE MY GUESSING ABOUT YOU, MY BROTHER AND FRIENDS BUT I'M NOT SURE ABOUT IT.

IT FEELS LIKE IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE TOO FAR FOR MY REACH".

WHY IT'S ALWAYS ME, WHO IS STANDING ALONE?

I'M THE ONLY ONE NEED TO DO EVERYTHING? EVEN THO I HAVE YOU GUYS WITH ME!

YOU GUYS ARE PART OF THIS YET IGNORING IT.

YOU ALL NEED TO LEARN ABOUT YOURSELF AND TRUTH OF OUR BIRTH.

HEART-THROB, MIN WHAN, AND HWA HARU rushed towards my room. hearing my heavy sobbing and loud sound of glass broke.

HEART-THROB: SHRISTI what happened to you? hey why are crying? TEDDY look at me, please...

MIN WHEN- baby, don't cry come here you need a rest okay, come.

I slowly stood up from the floor and took very tiny steep towards my bed and lay down as MIN said.

HWA HARU: Shristi, sleep well.

After some time I slept.

MIN WHEN: she remembering

HWA HARU: yes, Bro the way she cried. Bro, I can't see her like this.

HEART-THROB: Guys, get back to your rooms let's talk about this later.

HWA HARU: but!

MIN WHEN: okay.

HWA HARU: what? *angry* forget it

I'm leaving. Good night.

HEART-THROB MIND VOICE.

TEDDY YOU HIDING SOMETHING. I CAN SEE IT.

NOW I'M AFRAID ABOUT UPCOMING THINGS.

I ALWAYS STOOD BY YOUR SIDE AND I WILL TEDDY.