2 Pregnancy and Child birth

You felt sick. You felt nauseous amd would throw up every single morning. You're starting to freak out as your period also didn't come in as usual.

"I can't be pregnant. I'm like 18..."

You said to yourself, pacing around in the bathroom as you waited for the pregnancy test.

Positive....

It came out positive which means you are pregnant with Satoru's child...

The one who made quite clear that he didn't want any relationship with you, let alone a future together...

Yet, you found yourself trying to contact him only to find out that he vanished into thin air.

Whether it was the phone number or the address he gave to you, you couldn't reach either of them.

And, you eventually had to come into conclusion that he just vanished or ghosted you and you were helpess to do anything because you knew very little about him.

It was like everything you had with him was nothing like a dream but you knew it wasn't because there was a child in your belly, the result of you two fucking around.

Why would fate be so cruel?

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The nine months of pregnancy was very hard for you. Doctors suggest that you don't keep the child but you couldn't bring yourself to get rid of the child, not when the presence of the little one in your belly gave you emotional support whenever you need it just by being there with you.

You laugh at yourself for becoming so attached to your unborn child and your own need to reassure yourself that someone is actually there with you. You said to yourself that it was funny to do so but you know fully well that you would never be able to bring yourself to get rid of the little one.

No one thinks you would survive the child birth but somehow, you did.

Memories of your hellish childbirth were so blurry that you couldn't remember how you even survived but you were glad nevertheless.

You holds the baby boy whom you gave birth to a few days ago.

White hair and blue eyes.

You are astounded at the resemblence he had with his father.

The baby's blue eyes stares up at you curiously and your heart melts.

Maybe it isn't so bad after all....

Maybe the baby is a little blessing that comes into your life....

"I'll name you Hiroki, little one."

You said with a faint smile.