A Dark Hero

'Expectations... Sometimes it helps you. Sometimes it destroys you. Can you guess what it did to me? Neither. I was undeserving of the consequences of expectations. Therefore I neither went down the wrong path nor the right path. I couldnt even forge my own path. I dont know what to call that honestly. Unluckiness. Fate. Mabey god just hates me. I dont know anymore.' I've always seen people make fan-fictions about some guy dying and meeting god then being reincarnated. In those fan-fics all the gods were mysterious but good people. However what if someone dies and meets a being above god? What if that being is not so good? Or is he? None of the characters are mine, only my oc's. Also cover is not mine:)