228 228. Because Gu Yanqing was a complete hypocrite!

Song Beibei stood up and took Su Liangxiao's hand. At this moment, she had calmed down a lot. "Tell me clearly what you meant by what you said just now. Did you make it up just to make me feel bad? "

Su Liangxiao raised his eyebrows, took out his room card, opened the door, and said, "come in. "

Song Beibei entered his room.

This was a presidential suite, with several suites inside.

Su Liangxiao walked towards the study.

Song Beibei naturally followed him in.

Su Liangxiao sat behind the desk and chair, took out a book from the drawer, placed it on the desk and said, "I think you should be able to find the answer here. "

Song Beibei walked over.

She discovered that it was a calfskin diary.

But what was this?

When Song Beibei picked it up, her hands actually trembled.

When he opened it, he hesitated for a moment.

It was as if it wasn't a diary, but a Pandora's box. Once it was opened, a devil would come out and swallow her whole. However, there was a huge temptation that Song Beibei couldn't resist at all.

Song Beibei only hesitated for a few seconds before opening it.

The diary did not have a signature.

However, after Song Beibei flipped through a few pages, she actually saw that this was Lu Yisheng's diary.

This was an old item from more than ten years ago. The words inside were neatly written with a pen. It was easy to think of Lu Yisheng, a clean angel in White, and his meticulous appearance. The book was a little old, and the paper was a little yellow However, it was like a bright lamp that lit up the past ten years.

Song Beibei didn't find anything in the beginning chapters.

It was nothing more than a record of life. Many of the chapters mentioned the children in the orphanage

However, between the lines, Song Beibei found that Lu Yisheng's words at that time were filled with hostility. He also mentioned a few times that he wanted to take revenge.

One of them was very short:

YEAR XXX, June 7th, heavy rain.

Today, I saw the name of that person on the hospital's medical report. Song Yanliang, the enemy that I will never forget. I held his medical report and my hands were trembling. Chronic hepatitis. It wasn't serious. I was frustrated If only this report was of late stage liver cancer. I would have saved a lot of trouble, but God would not let bad people die early. A thought flashed through my mind. With my current status in the hospital, it would not be difficult for me to do something about it This thought scared me. A doctor's heart is like a parent's. What should I do?

It was a cloudy day on June 9th, year XXX

Everything was done today. Fortunately, no one noticed anything amiss. Heh, I think even God is helping me. Song Yanliang came again. I gave him the report that I did not give him last time. Liver Cancer, late stage. Of course, I had already tampered with it It was flawless. It was different from what I imagined. Song Yanliang didn't have much of a reaction when he received the report. I admired his calmness. As expected of a businessman who had experienced great storms. He calmly asked me many questions, and I patiently explained them to him Finally, he asked me, "doctor, how long can I live at most? ". I laughed in my heart. This time, you fell into my hands. I was only doing justice for God. But on the surface, I still patiently explained in detail, including the chemotherapy plan. He said, "doctor, you must let me live a little longer. See, such a person is afraid of death. He can't bear to part with his black-hearted wealth."

June 15th, year XXX

Song Yanliang came to the hospital to ask me some questions. He brought his five-year-old daughter with him. He hired me as his personal doctor to take care of his life and treatment plan after his illness. The salary was very high. This was what I wanted. He finally fell into my hands I could finally avenge my father.

June 27th, year XXX

During the treatment period, I changed all of his medications. Song Yanliang's condition continued to deteriorate and he had developed cirrhosis of the liver. My goal seemed to be achieved. Today, he finished chemotherapy and was very weak. He said, "Yi Sheng... " You must let me live a little longer. If I die, what will happen to Bei Bei? She's only five years old. Song Yanliang treated his younger daughter like a treasure. He did not expect the devil to have such a warm side. His daughter had just turned five. She was very cute and had always called me uncle Yi Sheng. She liked to Pester me to tell stories. I did not hate this child This child was born with an eye disease. It was probably Song Yanliang's retribution. I could not be soft-hearted. I wanted revenge. When my father was killed, I was only five years old. Why did no one sympathize with me?

YEAR XXX, July 1st

Today, I was very drunk. Yanqing came looking for me. I took advantage of my drunkenness to tell him everything. For so many years, I had been enduring great pressure alone. I really could not take it anymore. Recently, I was very confused. Song Yanliang trusted me very much Her daughter was very cute. I was a little shaken. No, I could not be shaken.

Year XXX, July 6th

Song Yanliang's daughter had an acute retinal detachment and might go blind. The little girl was very cute and innocent. I decided to find a suitable retina for her as compensation for the loss of her father.

Year XXX, July 7th

An Ning died. I secretly transplanted an Ning's retina to Song Beibei. Only Yanqing knew about this. I didn't even dare to tell ah Liang. I'm sorry, an Ning... ...

Year XXX, July 25th

The little girl finally saw the light. She was extremely happy. Song Yanliang trusted me even more now. Today, he specially treated me to a meal and thanked me. Then, he called me to the study room and kept saying, "Yi Sheng, my body is failing. I don't know how much longer I can live... " The only thing I was concerned about at this moment was my daughter, Yi Sheng. Bei Bei was still so young. Think of something for me... ... I came up with an idea. I wanted to find a guardian husband for her. I didn't expect Song Yanliang to agree to it. Actually, I had thought about this plan a long time ago. He was already dying. However, wouldn't it be too easy for him to let him die just like that ? The Pearl Group was the blood and sweat of his entire life.. However, if it wasn't for him ordering the Pearl Group's media to falsely accuse his father, his father wouldn't have escaped death and his mother wouldn't have committed suicide. He caused my family to be destroyed. I also wanted to completely destroy the Pearl Group and disappear from this world.

Year XXXX, August 7

Song Yanliang's body was already in poor health. Now, he was really in the advanced stage of liver cancer. No matter what, he was powerless to change the situation. I didn't know why, but after two months of being together, I had a slight change in my opinion of him. Was He really the person that my aunt had said he was No, I couldn't be soft-hearted. My aunt had shown me the evidence. Song Yanliang had colluded with my father's sworn enemy, the government and business, to frame my father for corruption. I couldn't be soft-hearted. Letting the Pearl Group go bankrupt was just to eliminate the evil for the people. The funny thing is that Song Yanliang actually gave me full authority to handle the matter. I will naturally find the best candidate for him.

Year XXXX, September 9th

Ah Liang was actually chosen by Song Yanliang. He is a very difficult person to control. He is not suitable for my plan.

Year XXX, October 7th

Yan Qing was chosen by the little girl. Under my persuasion, Song Yanliang gave up on Ah Liang and decided to adopt Yan Qing. I am one step closer to my plan.

YEAR XXX, October 19th

Today is Wan Jing's birthday. It is rare for everyone to gather together. No one expected such a tragedy to happen. Ah Liang locked himself and Gu Yanqing in the small church and set fire to the church. I saved AH Liang Wan Jing rushed in to save Yan Qing. She used her body to block the collapsed beams. Wan Jing's injuries were serious.

November 26th, year XXX

It was snowing heavily today. I had just returned from the United States. When I learned that I wasn't around, Song Yanliang was very satisfied with Yan Qing and had been carefully grooming him. Recently, he learned about his aunt. It had been more than ten years, and I wanted to find her.

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As she flipped through the chapters, Song Beibei only felt dizzy and her ears ringing. It was as if someone had hit her head hard, and she only felt severe pain.

He couldn't believe it. He couldn't believe it at all.

What on Earth were these?

How could it be like this?

Song Beibei only felt that her outlook on life had been completely overturned. What she believed in in life, and what she insisted on, was shockingly reversed.

Every word on this page was like a densely packed needle, weaving into a net that covered the sky and covered the earth. Song Beibei was tied up by this net, and she couldn't breathe because of those sharp needles.

But at this moment, although her heart was beating violently and her fingers were trembling, she was still like a robot, flipping through the pages one by one.

There was a period of time after that that was very messy.

Until half a year later

YEAR XXX, may 6th

Song Yanliang died at three in the morning. His body was already extremely weak and he had been lying in bed for many days. The housekeeper at home said that Song Yanliang returned to Song Beibei's room in the early hours of the morning and told him the story of Snow White... ... I suddenly felt very uncomfortable It was extremely uncomfortable. I thought that I would be very happy with Song Yanliang's death. In fact, I wasn't happy at all. Instead, I was in great pain. Song Yanliang's death, I got my revenge and Yanqing also signed the agreement. Not long after, he would inherit the Pearl Group Everything was under control. However, I was extremely uncomfortable. I saw that little girl crying as she looked for her father. I lied to her father and played hide-and-seek with her. The little girl cried even harder. She pulled on my sleeve and begged me to help her find her father I knew that I couldn't help her because I was the one who caused her father's death. Perhaps when she grew up and found out the truth one day, she would come looking for me for revenge. Would she become another me, living in hatred and sin? I didn't know ... ..

May 7th, XXXX

I didn't expect my aunt to come to Song Yanliang's funeral. I had been looking for her for more than ten years, but she showed up today. In the evening, I invited my aunt to dinner. She drank too much and told me a shocking secret. It turned out that my father was really corrupt He deserved it. Song Yanliang didn't collude with the government or business. She faked the evidence and gave it to me because she used to be Song Yanliang's secretary... ... She adored Song Yanliang very much However, Song Yanliang was completely devoted to his wife. Later, Song Yanliang had even mercilessly expelled her. My aunt was filled with love and hate. When my father's incident happened, she told me that it was Song Yanliang who had caused the death of my "innocent" father What happened to my mother was indeed a tragedy. However, Song Yanliang could not be blamed for all of this. The revenge plan that I had been planning for so many years was actually just a way for my aunt to use someone else's knife to kill someone. I felt like I was going crazy. After so many years.. I hated that person so much. It had always been hatred that supported me to work so hard. However, in the end, I realized that I hated the wrong person. I had caused the death of a good person, the father of a five-year-old child. Why would God treat me like this...". ..."

May 8th, XXXX

I couldn't forgive myself. I used my expertise and knowledge to kill a person. I decided to turn myself in. Yanqing stopped me. He said that atonement was more meaningful than turning myself in. He said that he would protect Beibei for me to grow up and take good care of her for the rest of my life Using the rest of his life to atone for his sins, Yanqing was innocent. Other than knowing, he didn't do anything. I knew him well. In fact, he treated that girl as a substitute for anning. The person he wanted to protect should be anning... ... He felt guilty towards anning, and so did I ...

Year XXX, June 8th

I decided to leave and use the rest of my life to atone for my sins. I didn't plan to get married and start a family in my life. I would save more patients. I knew that this might not be enough. The person I felt the most sorry for was Bei Bei. Now, every time she called me uncle Yi Sheng.. It was like a curse on me. However, I believed in Yanqing. He would definitely take good care of this girl for me. We promised that we would never let her know the truth. I owed her a lot, and my death was not worth regretting But I don't want this child to grow up in hatred like me and become a monster. Beibei, I'm sorry. I hope that Yanqing can help me make up for all my sins... ... ..

This was the last page of the diary.

Song Beibei stood like this for almost an hour as she read the entire diary.

Song Beibei's face was filled with tears.

Through the words, Song Beibei felt like she had traveled back in time to the time when she was five years old.

Actually, in her memory, the memory of that year was not as painful.

Although her father had passed away, God had sent him an angel, Gu Yanqing.

He guarded her, accompanied her, took her to many places, gave her many toys, and told her many stories.

Every time she missed her father, he would carry her to the yard to play on the swing.

He pointed at the stars in the sky and said that her father had become the stars in the sky to protect her.

So later, when Song Beibei missed her father, she would go to the yard to play on the swing while looking at the stars. Gradually, she did not feel so sad anymore.

The memories of her childhood seemed to be frozen in the blue night sky filled with stars.

Although she was a little sad, Gu Yanqing had painted a layer of fairy-tale colors on her, making her feel warmer.

However, Song Beibei didn't expect that the childhood that covered up that layer of fairy-tale clothes would turn out to be so cruel.

It turned out that there were no stars in her sky at all. Instead, the cruel and bloody darkness was rotting away with the stench of conspiracy.

Song Beibei couldn't accept it at all. Her world instantly fell apart and was on the verge of collapse.

Song Beibei threw away the diary as if she had touched a plague.

She shook her head in despair Like a trapped little beast, she retreated step by step. "Su Liangxiao, this was all your plan, wasn't it? It will be. How could my father be killed? My father died of illness. All these were faked by you to trick me. Don't think that you can trick me with this kind of method. I'm not a fool. I won't fall for it. You lied to me! "

Su Liangxiao stood up. His face was serious, completely devoid of his usual frivolity He pressed down on Song Beibei's shoulder. "I swear, I'm not lying to you. This diary was stolen from Lu Yisheng's room before I went to America. I know that he has always kept a diary. Anning's death made me unwilling to resign myself to fate. I always wanted to find some clues. I only found out after reading the diary that it was Lu Yisheng who planned anning's death. Anning was a sacrificial lamb. Because your father wanted to transplant your retina, Lu Yisheng had the idea for anning. He just wanted to gain your father's trust. Therefore, he caused anning's death. Gu Yanqing knew everything, so he must have been involved. He was the one who invited anning out. It just so happened that he went to such a dangerous place during a rainstorm. How could there be such a coincidence? It must be a conspiracy between the two of them. The two of them caused anning's death, and also your father's death. Song Beibei, the two of us are the ones who share the same hatred because we both lost the only family in this world. "

"No, it's not like that. Gu Yanqing won't. Besides, doesn't he love anning very much? Didn't he grow up with anning? How could he kill anning? "

"because he's a complete hypocrite. Because he knew that anning was my only weakness. At that time, the orphanage was short of funds and couldn't afford to send all the children to school. Ever since we were young, Gu Yanqing and I studied very hard because we knew that if children like US wanted to get ahead, studying was the only way out. That year, the two of us were admitted to a key high school at the same time, but the orphanage could only send one person to attend high school in a big city. During that period, the two of us were in a stalemate. I didn't expect that he would actually go crazy and kill anning. Anning was my sister, the one person I cared about the most in this world, and also my only family member. If anything happened to anning, I would definitely be unable to recover. This was what Gu Yanqing had in mind... ... At that time, for the children of our orphanage, there may only be one chance to change their fate . . . ."

Song Beibei still can't believe it.

She covered her ears: "Don't say any more, liar, you are lying to me, these are all made up by you right. You tell me, you are lying to me right! "

Su Liangxiao was also furious. "Song Beibei, wake up. I'm telling you, everything I said today is the truth. You can take this diary and ask Lu Yisheng. I believe that he won't shirk responsibility until today. Go ask him and let him tell you personally that he was the one who killed your father back then, and Gu Yanqing was an accomplice! "

Song Beibei had a splitting headache and almost vomited from the pain.

She did not know how she left Su Liangxiao's room.

However, when she left, Su Liangxiao still stuffed the diary into Song Beibei's bag.

He said calmly and confidently, "Song Beibei, you confront him. You confront him now. If I tell a lie, I, Su Liangxiao, will die a horrible death. "

Song Beibei did not return to her room.

She left the hotel.

It was already late at night.

She was wandering on the streets of an unfamiliar city like a lonely ghost.

In just a few short hours, her worldview had been completely overturned.

She didn't know what to do?

Because she knew that everything Su Liangxiao said was very likely the truth.

Lu Yisheng was their big brother.

But when Song Beibei asked Gu Yanqing, Gu Yanqing clearly panicked and avoided her.

Song Beibei always felt that ever since Su Liangxiao appeared, Gu Yanqing was always afraid that one day she would leave.

Song Beibei knew that Gu Yanqing didn't feel safe, but she didn't know where his insecurity came from.

But now, she finally understood why Gu Yanqing was always worried that one day, she would leave, and one day, he would lose himself.

Song Beibei walked to a city square.

It was very lively here. Countless lights interweaved, as if it was daytime.

She sat on a swing chair.

She was like a puppet whose soul had been sucked out, unable to think.

Her mind was like a battlefield that had experienced a cruel war. Smoke filled the air, and corpses littered the ground.

Song Beibei only felt a headache, unable to think at all.

She slowly raised her head to look at the sky.

The smog in Beijing was so heavy that not a single star could be seen.

She suddenly started to cry.

At this moment, Song Beibei suddenly missed her father very much. Today, she found the shadow of her father in Lu Yisheng's notebook.

The memories of the past seemed to surge up bit by bit.

To be honest, in Song Beibei's mind, even her father's appearance was somewhat blurred.

Because there was no photo of her father at home.

Gu Yanqing had once said that he was afraid that she would be sad. He hoped that the past would become the past, and the deceased would rest in peace.

But now that he thought about it, could it be that he had a guilty conscience?