A moment of Awe

In the very next moment i felt my world shattering , some type of diamond shaped purple crystals were breaking out of my skin. But still I couldn't feel it ,I need to say something quickly. I cant just let it go.

"Shin Chan" ,he turned toward me , my heart was beating really loud ,i could feel it in my chest. Whohoo u can do it ,say it ."Shin Chan you are my first love ,I..I.. Love you! ".

The view infront of my eyes changed ,I was now falling from a height .I dived into a purple sea .My swimming skills are not bad but i was stopped when i felt hand around my neck .I struggled ,I never had a weak soul ,my heart was always strong as my body. I didn't care if it was a ghost or demon or even a human. I wanted to be free .I was soon out of oxygen and became unconscious.

After few hours, I blinked my eyes for a few seconds and then quickly opened it .I found myself in a hospital bed ,was i cursed for confessing? A nurse came out of the blue and touched my neck. I winced it pain .I couldn't think anymore. So was it real?