3 Ragdoll

So you spread my legs,

and laid me flat to bare,

the emptiness so vast.

my heart palpitations,

my sweaty limbs and eyes,

nothing you didn't realize.

Prepared me for the future of pain I'd recieve.

I lost it all.

I swore you gained almost everything from me.

I bore the bare

I bore the vast

I bore the emptiness that last.

let my future scream trilogies of agony

and my past,

echoes the same.

every night I'd cry out in pain.

longing for things I'd lost,

and things I'd never get.

grieving over things I'd wish I could forget.

my ragdoll body,

or what I felt.

lay lifeless, devoid of emotion, and still.

My ragdoll body,

you took from me.

my ragdoll body.

a ragdoll body.