Confusion.

A long day it was today. I remember having dinner with my parents joyously but I didn't know how it turned out like this. My phone's screen all blank no calls or texts . I remember talking to him on the phone earlier , everything sounded okay before . Thought since it's the Sixth day of the month it'd be different but turns out more like the past few days.

I'm tryna map out but I can't . Now we barely even talk . Our calls have been cut down to some few minutes to seconds . My mind now wonder around . Not being able to reach him annoys me though I expect no less than a seconds talk .

Turning on my data brings me no less happiness . Notifications from my friends group chat popping up , news about the daily report on the Deadly Virus but not a single word from him .

I step into the Washroom as soon as I remember myself wanting to use the washroom earlier . The wait made me forget about my needs also . Just then my phone rang . I rushed out to receive the call . It was him on the other side of the phone. Something was off . He was drunk . My heart sank . By then I knew his usual drunk text . I consoled him and ask but words of disappointment only came out of his mouth . I managed to get hold of it .I saw it coming anyway . After the call , I sighed . Tears of sadness flowed down my cheeks . I hold my cries . I spooned myself and wondered that happiness was something so hard to achieve .

Questions hard to answer popped up . Maybe we're not gonna make together? Was that it ? That's him keeping his Words ? Is he losing interest ?

But then I realized, maybe that's how it should be and that everything will start to reason soon .